When I started to realize that I was sexually attracted to guys, it had to be when I was 17. But at the time, I had suppressed those feelings because I thought it was something that was embarrassing and had not realize that other guys had those feelings as well. The situation that ignited those feelings was when my best friend at the time who was a popular high school football player and a big time ladies man to say the least,had came by to see if I wanted to go to this popular dance club that evening with him. However, he wanted to know if he could borrow an outfit of mine to wear since he felt what he was going to wear was not quite adequate. He started taking off his pants to try on one of the pair of pants that I had brought down to the living room where we were for him to try on. My mom and a couple of my sisters were upstairs in her room gabbing and they knew I had company and decided to let me entertain him alone. To my surprise, he stripped totally naked and starting jumping up and down, laughing and dancing and playing with his dick. He started running around the house and I was so petrified that one of my family members was going to come down and catch him. He started grabbing me and humping his naked body up against my body and trying to kiss me as if he was playing. It startled me, but at the same time I felt myself being turned on. Later on that evening at the club, I was dancing with a young lady and my friend stood in the dark, up against a wall, staring at me dancing with a few girls the rest of the time we were at the club. When I got tired of dancing for a minute, I grabbed a drink and went over to where he was standing and he had the most complex look on his face, and when I asked him why he was looking at me in that way..he just replied that he liked watching me dance. Once the evening was over, he had mentioned that he left his clothes at my house and wanted to get them. What really made me start perspiring was that when I was opening the door with my key, he was grinding his hard cock up against my butt and whispering how he wanted to fuck me in my ear...I got so scared that I could not imagine this was actually happening...I had dropped the key on floor of the porch and he grabbed me by the waist and started kissing my neck and took my hand and put it on his crotch which was throbbing and he was moaning. All of a sudden, he was going in to kiss me and that is when I heard my mom call out my name and ask me if I was okay because she heard the noise my keys had made when I dropped them. He got his composure and got his clothes and said goodnight to me and then gave me a hug. That Monday when at school, I didn't know how it would be between us, so I decided to dodge him until I got ready to go to work. However, when I got to school, he was standing by my locker waiting on me. To put this story to an end..sorry...don't want to take up too much more time with details..lol..he did try to come on to me a few more times, but like I said, I was not accepting to the attraction that I was feeling, and decline his advances each time until he got pissed at me. A couple of months later, we both graduated from high school, and I never saw him again. A few years ago, I ran into him while shopping and he had mentioned to me that he married a girl that went to school with us and they had three kids and he told me how he was jealous of me and how he wished he never gave into the life that he chose for himself and that he blamed me for it..
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