ClosetBi
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Hello all
not sure if I was supposed to post this here or in the presentation so I did both.
As my nick clearly shows I'm a closet bisexual.
I did come out clean with my ex about my bisexuality but it didn't end well and that is why I prefer to keep it to myself this time around.
I've been a bisexual from day one. Had practically all my first experiences with men, even though I was attracted to girls. I tried to abstain from homosexual relations for a while and remain hetero but I just could not do it. It felt like I was missing a part of myself. Unfortunately I also don't feel like I can ever have a homosexual relation since I seem to like cocks but also like women, which is kinda weird. I have good frienships, have had a couple of long time male "fuckbuddies" or friends with benefits but always while having a relation with a woman.
I do have trouble with this double nature of mine. I have trouble with the "cheating" and with the "hiding" part but I'd rather not go through with another divorce.
I have beautiful children and love my family life even though I'm in a sexless marriage.
From time to time I manage a little diversion with a bi/gay friend to keep my sex life running somehow.
Reading my post through I can see I'm messed up and that's one reason I'm here. I need to talk about this sincerely with someone, and since I can't do it with anyone near me I'm trying it here.
Live long and prosper
not sure if I was supposed to post this here or in the presentation so I did both.
As my nick clearly shows I'm a closet bisexual.
I did come out clean with my ex about my bisexuality but it didn't end well and that is why I prefer to keep it to myself this time around.
I've been a bisexual from day one. Had practically all my first experiences with men, even though I was attracted to girls. I tried to abstain from homosexual relations for a while and remain hetero but I just could not do it. It felt like I was missing a part of myself. Unfortunately I also don't feel like I can ever have a homosexual relation since I seem to like cocks but also like women, which is kinda weird. I have good frienships, have had a couple of long time male "fuckbuddies" or friends with benefits but always while having a relation with a woman.
I do have trouble with this double nature of mine. I have trouble with the "cheating" and with the "hiding" part but I'd rather not go through with another divorce.
I have beautiful children and love my family life even though I'm in a sexless marriage.
From time to time I manage a little diversion with a bi/gay friend to keep my sex life running somehow.
Reading my post through I can see I'm messed up and that's one reason I'm here. I need to talk about this sincerely with someone, and since I can't do it with anyone near me I'm trying it here.
Live long and prosper
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