A little history how I came to be obsessed with this.
I was a little gay boy with no sexual experience but still very interested in it. It seemed fun to have and at this age cool to know one or two things about it. Most of my knowledge about sex came from what my friends told me. Buying porn magazines was not an option for me for several (obvious) reasons and my friends had only straight porn.
Really early on I knew I was gay so if I got my hands on one of my friends' magazines, I always imagined being the girl getting railed and blowing those beautiful, veiny dicks.
The internet was just invented back then and my family decided to get us one of those. Imagine how surprised I was when I realized, that you can search the internet for porn.
No longer had I to rely on my friends and their porn stash.
It was like I had found heaven. All those beautiful men fucking and licking things I never thought of fucking or licking.
It didn’t take me long to come across this scene.
First, in just those pictures.
I was intrigued, horny and came to those pictures more often than you can imagine.
Before all of this, I never imagined, that you could eat
. Sure, I knew about blow-jobs but eating was strangely never talked about. Well, I wasn't out at that time so the people (mostly straight boys) I hung out with, didn't exactly talk about that. So seeing one of those performers eat the others with such a passion on his face, gave me the idea to taste my own .
Being 16 at that time, producing was not a problem. Once, I rubbed my dick so hard and often, I swear, I gave myself a 1st-degree burn.
So it became a task for me one day, to be alone at home and make an event out of it. I sat on the living room couch with those pictures printed out in-front of me. A jug of Vaseline and my beloved (but crusty) towel to my right. Slowly but surely, I made my way to the climax and came into my hand. Now I had to make a decision while the was still warm in my hand - do I lick it off or clean it off with the towel.
I licked it.
It was a strange and not familiar taste.
But I knew, I was going to get accustomed to it like coffee.
The guys in the pictures were
A couple of months later, I’ve found that same scene in video format.
That scene was even better with all the movement and sound.
Those guys were really getting it on. Sucking and slurping anding and eating. That part always had me at my hardest. I mean, how could you not get hard watching the bottom eating the tops with a gusto rarely seen at that time?
Over the years I’ve switched from one PC to another and most of the porn I’ve collected didn’t survive all the moving and some, like those ones, vanished from my memory.
A couple of years back I had the urge to jerk off to some vintage porn. So I scoured my ever-growing collection. Nothing inspired me. I was hard and ready to, but not a single video or picture was “worthy” of me ing to. I wanted something specific.
And then it hit me. The memories of all those times back when I was younger and jerked off to that clip and those pictures. But how do I start searching for it? And of all the times, how do I find it right now when I was this aggravated and desperate to?
I tried a quick google search with the most obvious terms and came up empty. Figures.
I didn’t know the names of the actors or the studio or anything.
So I finished myself off and went on with my life.
Two weeks ago I came across the classic “Balls in Play” by 4LL W0rlD.
Suddenly I saw a performer, I recognized but didn’t know where I’ve seen him.
I googled him and bam, that’s one of the guys from the pictures!
Mike Lamas, the one whos like a geyser in the pictures.
I googled some more and found the bottom!
Rob Cryston, the one who eats like no other.
Minutes later I’ve found the scene.
I was happy. So happy that I masturbated while crying.
Not my proudest moment but a moment nonetheless.
So here I am dear Gay Heaven community.
I bow to thee, help me
Help me find that scene in the highest quality available.
And if you don’t have the resources, just tell me the movie from which this scene came.
I need to archive it. In the cloud. On a DVD.
Hell, I’ll even split it into however many parts I need to put it on some floppy discs.
Thank you for your time and have a blessed and filled day :big hug:
I was a little gay boy with no sexual experience but still very interested in it. It seemed fun to have and at this age cool to know one or two things about it. Most of my knowledge about sex came from what my friends told me. Buying porn magazines was not an option for me for several (obvious) reasons and my friends had only straight porn.
Really early on I knew I was gay so if I got my hands on one of my friends' magazines, I always imagined being the girl getting railed and blowing those beautiful, veiny dicks.
The internet was just invented back then and my family decided to get us one of those. Imagine how surprised I was when I realized, that you can search the internet for porn.
No longer had I to rely on my friends and their porn stash.
It was like I had found heaven. All those beautiful men fucking and licking things I never thought of fucking or licking.
It didn’t take me long to come across this scene.
First, in just those pictures.
I was intrigued, horny and came to those pictures more often than you can imagine.
Before all of this, I never imagined, that you could eat
. Sure, I knew about blow-jobs but eating was strangely never talked about. Well, I wasn't out at that time so the people (mostly straight boys) I hung out with, didn't exactly talk about that. So seeing one of those performers eat the others with such a passion on his face, gave me the idea to taste my own .Being 16 at that time, producing
was not a problem. Once, I rubbed my dick so hard and often, I swear, I gave myself a 1st-degree burn.So it became a task for me one day, to be alone at home and make an event out of it. I sat on the living room couch with those pictures printed out in-front of me. A jug of Vaseline and my beloved (but crusty)
towel to my right. Slowly but surely, I made my way to the climax and came into my hand. Now I had to make a decision while the was still warm in my hand - do I lick it off or clean it off with the towel. I licked it.
It was a strange and not familiar taste.
But I knew, I was going to get accustomed to it like coffee.
The guys in the pictures were
A couple of months later, I’ve found that same scene in video format.
Oh boy.
That scene was even better with all the movement and sound.
Those guys were really getting it on. Sucking and slurping and
ing and eating. That part always had me at my hardest. I mean, how could you not get hard watching the bottom eating the tops with a gusto rarely seen at that time?Over the years I’ve switched from one PC to another and most of the porn I’ve collected didn’t survive all the moving and some, like those ones, vanished from my memory.
A couple of years back I had the urge to jerk off to some vintage porn. So I scoured my ever-growing collection. Nothing inspired me. I was hard and ready to
, but not a single video or picture was “worthy” of me ing to. I wanted something specific. And then it hit me. The memories of all those times back when I was younger and jerked off to that clip and those pictures. But how do I start searching for it? And of all the times, how do I find it right now when I was this aggravated and desperate to
?I tried a quick google search with the most obvious terms and came up empty. Figures.
I didn’t know the names of the actors or the studio or anything.
So I finished myself off and went on with my life.
Two weeks ago I came across the classic “Balls in Play” by 4LL W0rlD.
Suddenly I saw a performer, I recognized but didn’t know where I’ve seen him.
I googled him and bam, that’s one of the guys from the pictures!
Mike Lamas, the one who
s like a geyser in the pictures.I googled some more and found the bottom!
Rob Cryston, the one who eats
like no other.Minutes later I’ve found the scene.
I was happy. So happy that I masturbated while crying.
Not my proudest moment but a moment nonetheless.
So here I am dear Gay Heaven community.
I bow to thee, help me
Help me find that scene in the highest quality available.
And if you don’t have the resources, just tell me the movie from which this scene came.
I need to archive it. In the cloud. On a DVD.
Hell, I’ll even split it into however many parts I need to put it on some floppy discs.
Thank you for your time and have a blessed and
filled day :big hug:
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