I`m so so so frickin sad...:(

[Jamie]

I want a friend I`m all alone..in a foreign country... 3 years in italy now and I`ve never been to a bar or club or somewhere to just sit and drink something and just talk about stupid things... All I do is work work work and home home home and computer... (well, used to work work work ) No friends...italians are racist and they`ll never befriend a romanian... and romanians here...are not on my taste...they`re 90% rednecks with no culture at all, with 4 maybe 8 years of school who only work and drink beer all the time...and the ones who are better, are married and they never go out with friends cause of their wives... I`ve never had a good friend...I was once friend with a guy who never lost the chance to make me feel way inferior than him in front of everybody! very pushy and bossy with me...and the other friend I had...well, he was friend with me because he had "someone" to walk with, someone to whom to tell how many girls like him cause, hell, he was a Radio DJ and girls loved him...and someone to give him to drink...cause he drank a lot and he didn`t have money for his beers...
And all these "dreams" about boys and...thoughts and ...everything...which don`t let me sleep at night...Good thing there`s you guys and GH but, no offence, you guys are AWSOME but...i can`t compare a "virtual" thing with the real thing...I wish I could meet a boy with the same ..."tastes" like me and even if we don`t do anything, at least we could talk about each one`s worries and thoughts and .."wild dreams"
My point is...I need a friend! a real one not a virtual one... and...another imortant thing: i wanna see a dick! a real one! at least see it! if I can`t touch it...ok...but at least see it
Urghhh...

 

[glamfunk84]

Awww...

Well maybe one day you will find that special somebody.

 

[Jamie]

The story is like this: there is this guy in Turin... he wrote me an e`mail because he saw my adress on a site... I was following this jobs website from Turin and I left this message... Fascinating guy (lol, kidding) ... no, I said I am searching for a job, etc... and this guy wrote me and he said he would like to meet me cause he would like to have a romanian friend... and he said he`s gay..or maybe bisexual and...I wrote him back and I said ...how the hell you wrote to me...cause I`m ...Bi too and it`s not real what`s happening...and after that he started telling me that no, he has a girlfriend and they`ve been dating for the last 2 years and she loves him and he wants to marry her and he`s ashamed that he had 2 sexual intercourses with 2 boys and he`s afraid the future will be dark because of him and the things he has done in the past...and that he just wants to be friend with me...and that he doesn`t have a problem with family or friends (cause he has lots of friends) but he has a problem with himself...and I was like: WTF?? U have a lot of friends...italian friends of course...right! like his friends would ever accept me... and how can I be friend with someone who`s somehow like me without having ...thoughts about him..? and without wanting...to see him naked or whatever? ...hmmm...grrr

 

[glamfunk84]

^^ Sounds like your friend is confused or something, but yeah that's terrible, how he gonna say he bi/gay and then turn you down? It would be weird to just be friends and have those thoughts of him. :worried:

 

[brmstn69]

Maybe you should get out more. Go to a gay bar, unlike str8 culture, gays tend to embrace those outside the norm, while you may not fit in with the average Italians, I have a feeling the gays would find you exotic and interesting...

 

[Jamie]

Maybe you should get out more. Go to a gay bar, unlike str8 culture, gays tend to embrace those outside the norm, while you may not fit in with the average Italians, I have a feeling the gays would find you exotic and interesting...

Me? Going to a gay bar all alone??? Yeah..like that will ever happen! Even with someone and I don`t know If I `d have the courage to do it ...not to talk about going alone...LOL! Good one!