Glad to hear that!!!
You know what, I couldn't wait to come back home to make sure you were allright.
We love you too, and hope you find your way so that we can enjoy what your compagny.
Try living life on a daily basis, find a hobby, anything that will cheer you up and distract you from thoses nasty toughts.
Find beauty in life, go for a walk, look at everyting around you and get amazed by the little details of life.
For my part, I went trought tough times a few years ago, couldn't accept the fact that I was gay. I did a lot of mechanics during that period. I would work till I couldn't bare staying awake, but it kept me from thinking, because I wasn't able to manage thoses toughts then. But I went throught it, and now, I would never, ever consider doing anything to end this beautifull life. Because you only got one chance to enjoy it!!!
I'm not very good at this, be all I can say is this: when I saw your call for help this morning I took it, because I knew you were desperate, but your call ment you wanted to live but just needed someone to cheer you up. If you ever ever need cheering up, don't keep it up for yourself, display it as much as you can. But pleaseeeee!!!!! don't do anything because no one is here to cheer you up on the net. We are here to help you, but we aren't always here. So try to show your feeling to as many people as you can. Furter more, I would try to eleminate anything you could use against you for now, because desperation never last more than a few minutes before you come back to your senses. This will give you time to calm down and seek the help to keep enjoying this beautifull life!!!!!!!!!!!
