Missing Loved Ones

[darkjimster]

So my grandmother on my mother side passed away a couple of years ago but i still miss here very much about a week ago i dreamed about her so vividly that a woke up because i felt a tear rolling over my nose. Maybe i miss her so much because of the way she died, a week before she died she had collapsed in the hallway and the doctor said she just fainted what we didn´t know was that she had a heart-attack and on the night she died she was rushed to the hospital where she died because she had another one and also her artery ruptured. The day before she died i visited her and when i left i kissed her goodbye and the last thing she said to me was will you come visited me tomorrow. god i´m crying as i write this story and am also pissed of at her doctor who didn´t even have the decency to offer her condolences.
I can only imagine what my other grandmother must feel because she lost her youngest son when he was 15 years old when he died of a brain-tumor. i never knew him because he died in march of 1978 and i was born in july 1978 which was kind of a blessing for my grandmother because she could focus on me. Because my parents where drug addicts she had to step in. So who are the loved ones you miss