My name is Adena (not my real name) but that is my Transgender name because I am a man currently and live Full Time as a man but I am gay as well and even if I did transition to become a woman I would still be very much interested in men rather than women.
I have never been that attracted to females, have had sex with a few and it felt good but not as much as it felt when having sex with a guy, just have always felt more relaxed and at ease with other guys.
I came out of the closet when I was 22 years old and was very much involved in dating guys and going to the clubs and gay parades and living that gay lifestyle until I was like 28 and my bf cheated on me and then I went back into the closet for a very long time where I am pretty much still at.
I realized that I was stuck in the wrong body when I was a kid but I suppressed it and never talked about it and once in awhile the feelings would resurface and now they are always on my mind.
In majority of my sexual relationships with guys I have been a top or vers but now these days I want to be a total sub and passive partner and have no desire to be the top....my dream is to be a sissy and have a guy take charge of me and to make my man happy who ever that happens to be.
See for most that wouldn't be an issue but the way that I look its like people expect me to be the one in charge and I am supposed to be the dominate partner and hell even when I dress up in female clothes that I just love to do I just look dumb and I get frustrated because I really want to transition but I just don't see how that will help me besides growing some nice breasts that I would love and dream having.
Well sorry for rambling but now these days I just want to be feminized and turned into a sissy where I make any sort of man happy and I want men to be interested in me in just that way. I have no desire to be a TOP ever again, I would rather have my hole used than anything else.
I am happy to be gay and I am happy to enjoy sucking cock and eating ass and being fucked. Well I mean I haven't been fucked in years unless you would count butt plugs and dildos and anal beads. Well I am just happy to be here.
Thanks
I have never been that attracted to females, have had sex with a few and it felt good but not as much as it felt when having sex with a guy, just have always felt more relaxed and at ease with other guys.
I came out of the closet when I was 22 years old and was very much involved in dating guys and going to the clubs and gay parades and living that gay lifestyle until I was like 28 and my bf cheated on me and then I went back into the closet for a very long time where I am pretty much still at.
I realized that I was stuck in the wrong body when I was a kid but I suppressed it and never talked about it and once in awhile the feelings would resurface and now they are always on my mind.
In majority of my sexual relationships with guys I have been a top or vers but now these days I want to be a total sub and passive partner and have no desire to be the top....my dream is to be a sissy and have a guy take charge of me and to make my man happy who ever that happens to be.
See for most that wouldn't be an issue but the way that I look its like people expect me to be the one in charge and I am supposed to be the dominate partner and hell even when I dress up in female clothes that I just love to do I just look dumb and I get frustrated because I really want to transition but I just don't see how that will help me besides growing some nice breasts that I would love and dream having.
Well sorry for rambling but now these days I just want to be feminized and turned into a sissy where I make any sort of man happy and I want men to be interested in me in just that way. I have no desire to be a TOP ever again, I would rather have my hole used than anything else.
I am happy to be gay and I am happy to enjoy sucking cock and eating ass and being fucked. Well I mean I haven't been fucked in years unless you would count butt plugs and dildos and anal beads. Well I am just happy to be here.
Thanks
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