Ok, for all of you to know, what I wrote last night was something I said while being angry...but very angry and I had my reasons... Yesterday was a shitty day for me and some people just make me wanna go and live into the woods all alone or something... it`s not about the forum or people on it...it`s just something that happened here...
Anyways, I too donate. Maybe not for organizations or dunno what other companies because I wouldn`t know where to go and do that but I always give when they make this food charity for the poor or when they gather in fron of the superstore and they say you can donate some ailments for children ...they give you a bag and you just buy some and pay and when you get out, you give that bag back to them with the things you bough. I always do that and I know it`s not much but I`m not a bad and cheap dick person. What I said last night...hmmm...I was angry because things are not working well for me these days and I hate that my mom died of the fucking cancer and if she was still alive I wouldn`t have been forced to come in this fucking Italy and see all the racism and how foreigners are treated so low...especially romanians...eh, nevermind...sorry I shocked you with my reply earlier...it wasn`t my intention.
P.S. And before you comment saying I`m not the only one losing a parent and dunno what, if you haven`t lost your because of cancer , don`t talk! It is a difficult period, I was young, I needed my mom...I was there when they said it`s cancer, I took her to every chemo sesion, I was there when she lost her hair, I was there when she died And trust me, watching your mom die in front of you when you`re 22 is not easy and it shocks you for life...people tend to say: try to get over it, try to live your life...right, how? ever seen a person dying in front of you, in your arms? Ever seen a parent dying in your arms? If you haven`t, you cannot know how I felt and how I feel everyday...It was me who realized she is really gone and I am stuck with a step dad which made my life a living hell since he married my mom, I was there when he said he wants to sell the only apartment we had...I was there when he did all these horrible things in the past which I won`t mention...and trust me, living in a country where the minimum wage is 150 Euros and to rent a place costs 100 Euros/month is not easy so yes, I have all the reasons in the world to be angry!Because it all started when my mom got sick when they discovered it`s cancer...and no, I don`t think they will ever find a cure for cancer... ever.