A few years ago, I met a well known gay porn star at a club and instead of focusing on dancing around the club to make some money, he decided toward the last hour of the night that he would engage himself into a conversation with me. We exchanged e-mail, IM, etc. addresses and one evening while chatting with him, he revealed to me that he was straight. Initially, I thought he was joking until he kept saying over and over that he was straight and he just do what he does for the money and nothing else. I found this very difficult to believe considering that he also perform gay sex in a great number of videos that featured him getting fucked, him sucking cock, rimming and kissing a lot..which he told one of his partners that he loved kissing them...as well as all the above. He explained to me that when he is performing gay sex, he has to put himself in a mind set to believe that what is happening during this time is with a woman instead of a man. This mind set he says, keeps his cock erect and the fact that a straight video is playing in the background as well. However, after seeing some of his videos, you can see that there was no straight video playing because you can tell that he was really into what was happening between him and his male partner that they were times when he would let them
over his face or in his mouth.
He and I preceded to get into a long conversation about how I perceived him to be a confused gay/bisexual man who does not want to accept that he likes having sex with men. He had made over 100 videos and I feel that for someone who claim to be straight is not going to put himself out there in such a public display knowing that those who think he is straight would come across a video of him performing gay sex. A couple of days later, I had this conversation with a few of my straight friends and I asked them there opinions on this subject matter and they told me that there is no way he is straight and that he is just lying to himself. The way I see it, I'm a gay man, and you would never see me eating pussy and having sex with women and still proclaiming to be gay. Where is the logic in this????