To tell the truth, I don't personally get much out of oral sex, but even during sex my competitive nature and eagerness to prove myself isn't quieted, and if I'm with a guy I've wanted a long time, I'll suck, I'll swallow, I'll do anything it takes to show him how glad I am we're finally together.
Desire can be a dangerous master, but if you always approach risk as if it's the enemy, you might never sample those occasions when it is, magnificently, fortune's accomplice.