sweetuttsada, you are a beautiful person...I see it in your posts, responses, profile. Lonlieness is painful beleive me I know. I lost my lover of 19 years to suicide in 2001 and I have never been so lonely for so long in my entire life. It feels hopeless but I know its not. You must think that way too. You are young and you must stay alive. Love, companionship and hope is just around the corner. You would deprive all those who love you, including those of us here of having you around. You smile is infectious and Im sure your heart is too. And from a selfish point of view, which I feel I can share, because the day I received the call that my lover was found hanging from our garage rafters was the day I earned my stripes, the pain inflicted on every person who loves you, knows you, cares for you or is just acquainted with you is beyond description. There is help available...I for one will listen and talk with you anytime of the day. But also, in Manila the helpline is (02) 8969191. The mobile number is: 0917 854 9191. Please seek help and remember you can contact me anytime or im sure any one of us on this site. You are special as we all are...don't lose the battle...continue to fight.
