i use to be very dark myself, i listen to goth/rock music (not the stupid emo goth) the 90's goth era (trystania, smashing p, kittie etc etc).. i wear dark clothes.. i wore black make up and i take anti-depressant just for fun.. i cried for no reason.. i was depressed most of the time, i cut classes.. i stop being friends with everyone..i was so bitter to everyone.. i hate myself.. i wanted to die... luckily i was never a suicidal type...
and house music had help me got out from that dark place.. im brighter now, and loving life...