A love letter

[herod]

Here are a couple of things off the top of my head.....

1. Used to touch guys up when tackling them during sports
2. Hump a little tackling during sports.
3. At college is used to go shirtless indoors to get the other guys to do the same
4 then when the football was on I'd bring out the beers and once they got a little drunk we'd strip down to underwear.
5 sometimes when they'd get drunk they'd pass out and depending on their underwear, package, sometimes a ball would drop out
6 that's pretty much how I got my drunk straight room mates to tea bag the passed out ones.
7 start walking around shirtless, they en do the same, then in your underwear and they do the same and then walk out of the shower naked, dry yourself and before you know if they do the same.
8 break the bathroom lock so you can just walk in when they're showing.
9 lie about your massaging skills and give the, a free session
10 once someone pissed me off so I jizzed in his milk carton.

The key is to be uber-macho so they feel insecure if they don't 'man up' like you.

It's like...

Me: you gay brah?
Him: no!
Me: well show me your dick
Him: ok

That's a bit of an exaggeration but the method works a treat

:rofl::rofl:

Wow! Your college life must have been very interesting. I still got a one pack but I'm trying to work on my body. His body is just so perfect (looked at his ripped abs again in the locker room :blushing. He just has one of those nice and not overly ripped body, even some of my straight can't resist admiring.

I've been lucky enough to take some photos of him smiling. I'm not so sure if that's the best idea. I'm not going to delete them since I like looking at them, but they also make me want him more and more. It's hard to stop looking at his gorgeous smile.

We cooked again today. He made us really good steak. He actually forced me to eat vegetables :angry: but I'll do whatever he wants.

I recently asked him would he be okay with me being gay. And he said "sure" with a smile. He is such a cool guy. Although he is cool with people being gay, I don't think he him self is one. He does like boobs and girls' asses. I feel like I'm just waiting for him to go on a date with a girl, bring her home, and sleep with her. Maybe I wouldn't mind that so much since I know I'll have no chose but to move on. Also I want him to be happy, and I may never ever make him happy.

Jeff, I love your cooking and spending time with you so much. Oh, if only I could find a gay version of you, my life would be complete.

 

[sunandmoon]

I know I am airing some stupid stereotypes but a guy who cooks and says he's fine with you being gay with a smile may not be a totally lost cause
Maybe it is worth telling him how you feel about him.
I do not have any personal experience being in love with a straight guy - but a friend of mine does. He was best friends with someone and fell desperately in love. Came out to him and plainly told him he was in love with him.
Got a big hug in return - and a kiss on a cheek. They are still best friends, my friend eventually found another guy and fell in love - but he still has his best friend.

 

[herod]

I know I am airing some stupid stereotypes but a guy who cooks and says he's fine with you being gay with a smile may not be a totally lost cause
Maybe it is worth telling him how you feel about him.
I do not have any personal experience being in love with a straight guy - but a friend of mine does. He was best friends with someone and fell desperately in love. Came out to him and plainly told him he was in love with him.
Got a big hug in return - and a kiss on a cheek. They are still best friends, my friend eventually found another guy and fell in love - but he still has his best friend.

I wish I could try it. I wouldn't mind being his best friend at all, as long as I get to throw some sexual jokes at him from time to time.

He did have a good relationship with a girl in the past. That kinda killed my hope. Not long ago when he had to travel, he said "I'm not that into strip club." I'll definitely not have my dick in a vagina, but maybe in someone's ass *jokingly*.

Oh, how I missed him and his cooking.

I love you Jeff, and I can't stop thinking of you. My picture collection of you is growing, and I wish I had a picture of you shirtless

See you soon.

 

[noone88]

I've been and I am in that same kind of situation... I've known from the get go that he's straight, so I was messed up when he found a girlfriend (he ended up breaking up with her in few weeks). I had a crush on him before that and I just had to tell him. He was ok with it and said that you can't choose which person you like. I'm actually in love with him but I wouldn't tell that... I think that would be a little bit too much, especially since this has lasted somewhat long. Just my experince since it's pretty much the same situation as yours. He's cute and muscular too.

 

[herod]

I've been and I am in that same kind of situation... I've known from the get go that he's straight, so I was messed up when he found a girlfriend (he ended up breaking up with her in few weeks). I had a crush on him before that and I just had to tell him. He was ok with it and said that you can't choose which person you like. I'm actually in love with him but I wouldn't tell that... I think that would be a little bit too much, especially since this has lasted somewhat long. Just my experince since it's pretty much the same situation as yours. He's cute and muscular too.

Damn these cute muscular and really sweet guys! Are you still friends with him? What's your plan?

I've been telling myself to move on, and that I will meet lots of people who I can't have. I think I told myself that enough such that when he does find someone, I wouldn't be so broken. Maybe I'll even be glad that I can finally be happy for him. I tried to be cold and distance to him. But then he would do something really nice and I would fall back in love again.

Jeff, why can't you be like one of those guys who are assholes? Why are you so nice, smart, and handsome? Why is your food so good that I can't think of anything else during the day but to see you cook? Well, I also look forward to seeing your ass during our workouts. You mean so much to me and I miss you.

 

[noone88]

Damn these cute muscular and really sweet guys! Are you still friends with him? What's your plan?

Yea, he's one of my best friends... And I don't have a plan other than not telling him. I know that it would be too much for him if I told him how I really feel.

 

[herod]

I guess this is the end...

Dear Jeff,

I guess I knew all along this day would come. I can't say that I'm not hurt, but I'm glad you found a girl that you like. I hope your date went well. She is actually kinda cute and seems nice and genuine.

At first, the thought of you being with someone else is devastating to me. But when I saw you with the girl, it's not that bad. It surely pains my heart, but I had worse. Although I've never said straight out that I love you. I'm sure you know that I care about you very much. It's difficult for me to look you in the same way now. I find it much easier if I just not look at your eyes too much anymore. I know I'm acting somewhat awkward now. I'm sorry, but I can't help it. I don't know how long it will be like this. I hope I can move on soon.

On hand, I love you so much that I just want to see you happy. On the other hand, I want to be with you because you belong with me.

It brings tears to my eyes when I realize how hopeless I am in my feeling for you. But I know, that this is just a bump in my life that I have to deal with. At least I still have food, shelter, family and friends.

I am grateful for all the good time we had and I hope that you are happy.

 

[herod]

Yea, he's one of my best friends... And I don't have a plan other than not telling him. I know that it would be too much for him if I told him how I really feel.

I'm glad you are still in touch with him. I hope to stay friend with my crush as well.

 

[AleXXX UK]

I guess this is the end...

Dear Jeff,

I guess I knew all along this day would come. I can't say that I'm not hurt, but I'm glad you found a girl that you like. I hope your date went well. She is actually kinda cute and seems nice and genuine.

At first, the thought of you being with someone else is devastating to me. But when I saw you with the girl, it's not that bad. It surely pains my heart, but I had worse. Although I've never said straight out that I love you. I'm sure you know that I care about you very much. It's difficult for me to look you in the same way now. I find it much easier if I just not look at your eyes too much anymore. I know I'm acting somewhat awkward now. I'm sorry, but I can't help it. I don't know how long it will be like this. I hope I can move on soon.

On hand, I love you so much that I just want to see you happy. On the other hand, I want to be with you because you belong with me.

It brings tears to my eyes when I realize how hopeless I am in my feeling for you. But I know, that this is just a bump in my life that I have to deal with. At least I still have food, shelter, family and friends.

I am grateful for all the good time we had and I hope that you are happy.

It's painful to be in the company of so done you love but who doesn't know or is able to reciprocate it back. You should try to find the qualities he has in someone else. My advice would always be to try hard not to fall in love with someone who is straight or not available but you can't choose who you fall for. I've been on both sides and it only works when it's mutual.

I'm probably the worst person to take advice from considering I always break my own rules

 

[XMan101]

Love is a funny thing. You can't control it & it hits you smack in the face when you least expect it!

I break my own rules too

 

[herod]

It's painful to be in the company of so done you love but who doesn't know or is able to reciprocate it back. You should try to find the qualities he has in someone else. My advice would always be to try hard not to fall in love with someone who is straight or not available but you can't choose who you fall for. I've been on both sides and it only works when it's mutual.

Very true. I have had people who loved me in the past, boys and girls, but I just didn't feel the same toward them. The thing is, at least they have the balls to tell me.

But really, I've been rejected by someone before (we are still good friends now) and I should have learned my lesson :no:

 

[herod]

I finally came out to Jeff.

He took it very well I didn't tell him I'm madly in love with him but I'm sure he knows. He is with this chick so I don't think anything can happen between us. But that's fine with me. I still have him as a good friend and that might be exactly what I need right now.

He is the first one I came out to. I really hope I won't regret this. He said he didn't expect me to be gay, but he stuck to his word and didn't mind me being gay.

 

[bigsal]

You did the right thing Herod.

Now you can establish a report more open and honest with your friend.

If you really considers a friend, not lose it.

 

[noone88]

I finally came out to Jeff.

He took it very well I didn't tell him I'm madly in love with him but I'm sure he knows. He is with this chick so I don't think anything can happen between us. But that's fine with me. I still have him as a good friend and that might be exactly what I need right now.

He is the first one I came out to. I really hope I won't regret this. He said he didn't expect me to be gay, but he stuck to his word and didn't mind me being gay.

Just out of curiosity, have you talked about your homosexuality? The second one I told it said the same thing as your friend but we didn't talk about it for 6 months or so. We didn't mention my homosexuality even once during that time.

 

[herod]

You did the right thing Herod.

Now you can establish a report more open and honest with your friend.

If you really considers a friend, not lose it.

He is my friend, but I still have feelings for him. It hurts somewhat when I hear about him makings out with girls and such. Must get over him...

He is an good and honest person and I don't want to lose him as a friend for sure.

 

[herod]

Just out of curiosity, have you talked about your homosexuality? The second one I told it said the same thing as your friend but we didn't talk about it for 6 months or so. We didn't mention my homosexuality even once during that time.

We did talk briefly about my homosexuality. We haven't had a long discussion or anything.

I'm not sure that I understand the second part. Did you not talk about your homosexuality at all after you initially told your friend?

 

[noone88]

We did talk briefly about my homosexuality. We haven't had a long discussion or anything.

I'm not sure that I understand the second part. Did you not talk about your homosexuality at all after you initially told your friend?

Yep. I tried but to talk about it but he kinda ignored it so I waited until he brought it up, which took 6 months or so. Even after that it was a bit awkward. We're not friends anymore but that doesn't have anything to do with my homosexuality, I think.

 

[bigsal]

We did talk briefly about my homosexuality. We haven't had a long discussion or anything.

I'm not sure that I understand the second part. Did you not talk about your homosexuality at all after you initially told your friend?

If you behave in a fair way with him, will not lose his friendship.

A true friendship lasts forever, even if you do not attend regularly. :thumbs up:

 

[tonka]

You've done well, Herod.
You were honest with your friend, which is good for your friendship and will let it develop in that way.

It will also free you up so when another boy comes into your life, you'll be open to that.

 

[herod]

Yep. I tried but to talk about it but he kinda ignored it so I waited until he brought it up, which took 6 months or so. Even after that it was a bit awkward. We're not friends anymore but that doesn't have anything to do with my homosexuality, I think.

Are you guys far apart? What happened?