well i did alot more than suck a 17 yr old fellows dick and he did more than suck mine when i was 22 and he knew what he wanted in fact he was the one that instigated it all and here we are17 yrs later and still best friends --no whining no bitching going on-he knew he was adult enough to let me know what he wanted--as for me doing it--i have no remorse--or regret in doing so--andhe tells me to this day he was glad it was with me--as he had planned on going on the streets and letting a complete stranger do it to him not knowing what he would have done to him and so on--trust me things can be worse--i took turn when i was 14 to 16 kind of sold myself for money got fucked by alot of older guys and got really beat up and abused by this guy that picked me up but when got to his place i didnt know he had two other guys that had planned to basically beat and rape me severely--and they did-i never told the hospital i was raped but i was attacked and few cracked ribs busted up face with black eyes fat lip and damn near broken nose--all my mom knew was that part but as for my ass and cock they hurt where they smacked my nuts and my ass hurt for days after being dry fucked by the first guy and his
being lube for the others--i can go on and on forever--the blood from my rectum the swelling and the times i did want to tell my mom what happened but she never knew what i did --selling my ass on the streets--and she never will--i lived past that moved on--did that stop me --no -3 months later i was back out there again--money was important--i would tell my m om i was mowing laws -raking leaves and doing odd jobs to earn money but in truth i was getting fucked by older guysthat would pay anything to fuck a young fellow--i love sex and to get fucked plus make money from it was like two pluses--
there are actually people out there raped and killed and tossed in woods or river like a piece of garbage--i consider myself lucky that i wasnt dead but damn near it--i am just wondering if you are just wanting attention from those around you--orif you like alot of drama in your life--i learned from my past and took me yrs to figure out i shouldnt have sold myself for money but i did what i could to help out my mom and for the time i was able to spend with her instead of her working daylight to dark made it worthwhile--
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just curious--you only suck this guy once--or more than once--and is sucking him all you and him did -once or more than once?
i am not that guy that did this to you--if i was that guy--if i knew what it made you feel inside then i would apologize to you--andthe be all i can do--and if he is doing it to others out there--then you cant worry yourself about if he is or if he isnt--you cant watch the world and wonder if this and if that--you got a life to live so i suggest you do it
