TMI?

[josh_the_hot_boy]

You ever find your self jacking off and you go to Google a porn star that gets you hot but then while looking around for porn videos you find an article and it turns you off and ruins your hard on. Like you find out information you wish you didn't know.

Has this ever happened to you?

 

[wardell]

Yes I know what you mean. I looked up this guy once. Who I just found but then I found out he died like two years before so now I can't watch his videos.
And this other I liked I found out he attacked some one. So now I try not looking people up

 

[prickles]

This was a while(years). I was just getting into porn and I saw a doentary advertising a Pornstar I liked, Aaron Hawk. Never watched one of his movies again and apart from BA I didn't watch any Czech porn for a long time

 

[W!nston]

That was definitely a downer doentary. It was sobering to see what life for models in Gay porn is like. Especially in Eastern European countries. No wonder we often hear a Gay porn model has died by choice.

The models are not just flesh for our entertainment. They are real people with feelings. Often they are hard pressed for money and decide to do what ever it takes to get by.

When watching Gay porn I appreciate the real person who is performing for our pleasure even more knowing how hard their lives might actually be.

Aaron Hawk was so beautiful and naive. His story had a sad ending for sure. I'm glad you mentioned his name. It has been a while since I thought of him.

 

[name_1]

That was definitely a downer doentary. It was sobering to see what life for models in Gay porn is like. Especially in Eastern European countries. No wonder we often hear a Gay porn model has died by choice.

The models are not just flesh for our entertainment. They are real people with feelings. Often they are hard pressed for money and decide to do what ever it takes to get by.

When watching Gay porn I appreciate the real person who is performing for our pleasure even more knowing how hard their lives might actually be.

Aaron Hawk was so beautiful and naive. His story had a sad ending for sure. I'm glad you mentioned his name. It has been a while since I thought of him.

Sobering indeed. The more I read, the more I learn, the duller the world gets:worried:

 

[ihno]

@name_1: Should not stop you from learning more.

I've seen the doentary too but I don't think you can generalize the case. With porn people get a lot of money at once and you need some kind of stable personality to deal with that. One of my fave pornstars does Salsa Dancing, Fishing and hunting nowerdays.

It's same thing with drugs: If people take drugs and have mental problems... do they have mental problems because they take drugs or is it the other way around: having mental problems in the first place and then taking drugs to better deal with them, which never helps on the long run?

 

[Shelter]

This was a while(years). I was just getting into porn and I saw a doentary advertising a Pornstar I liked, Aaron Hawk. Never watched one of his movies again and apart from BA I didn't watch any Czech porn for a long time

You surely meant the doentary ALL BOYS from 2009 by M. Haikkinen.
And this is really a very shocking view behind the curtain of the porn industry. Everyone should have watched this doentary!

 

[prickles]

You surely meant the doentary ALL BOYS from 2009 by M. Haikkinen.
And this is really a very shocking view behind the curtain of the porn industry. Everyone should have watched this doentary!

Yep! that's the one. Couldn't remember the name and the quick search I did only returned Hawk's pornographic movies.

Can't believe it's been 7 years since it came out and 11 since Aaron was active. Aaron was definitely taken advantage of, along with many at the time(can't remember that producer shamed in the doentary). But that was a time before Twitter, Facebook etc. When Social Media was in its infancy. Now Pornstars (particularly American) treat themselves as a brand(self marketed, with dedicated fanbase, knowing their value to the studio) and use that to create a partnership between star and studio, rather than the studio or producer having all the power.

If you think about it now. BA, if Kris, Kevin, Andy, the big ones all deserted them it would be a big blow as a company. And M-e-n where would it be without Johnny Rapid(he even dose cameos). C00cky B0ys has its exclusive, my favourite of the moment, Ievi Ivanov and in the past Jett Black. Unless a studio has dedicated area(usually restricted to a fetish) I follow the star rather than the studio.

Never had more than a month's subscription to anywhere.