I'm in the face of the public every day so my face is what I focus on the most. But when I'm home and nobody is around, sometimes when I look into the mirror there are flashes of fear, frustration, boredom, younger on the outside, and older on the inside. Sometimes I get bored looking at the same face day after day in the mirror. I feel older than I look and now I'm waiting for my body to catch up with my mind. I envy those who are so comfortable in their own skin.