What makes me sad today is also somewhat of a blessing in disguise as well...You see...there was this incredibly, handsome and talented guy who had approached me earlier this year. Although, I was sexually attracted to him...but I also saw much more potential in him besides sex and wanted to get to know him to see if there were some kind of connection other than sexual. To my dismay...this guy was very aggressive upon pursuing me into having sex with him upon our initial meeting which concerned me. However...things did not work out and we never spoke or contact each other after a few brief conversations and I did not move in the direction he would have liked me to. Lo and behold...he just announced recently on social media that he is a drug addict and has been for quite awhile. He had lost a lot due to his habit and lately...the drugs have caused him a lot of misfortune in his life. Furthermore, one of the particular drugs of choice has caused him to be very sexually promiscuous to say the least and not in a good way. Therefore, I look at this as me dogging a very troublesome situation with a lot of baggage. Nonetheless, its sad to see him go down this path.
