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It's all so relative. But wouldn't care for being a porn star, not that I would mind it either. And how does being a for example gay porn star affect on you getting a job? If your employer knows about you, well I think he would wanna at least see you for the interview
And how would non-gay employers even know you?
And saw the sad thread about the suicide. I don't think that being a gay porn star was the only reason. Badly depressed person finds the negative in everything, and finds lot to blame and regret, and sadly often depressed person founds those things to blame and regrets from himself, his own choices and actions, even though he sees things distorted through grimmening glasses.