Lyrics Collection By ghaw2007

[ghaw2007]

Many Thousands Gone

Verse 1
Her bluest eye is darker than tar
Once captivating, now sullen and cold
Long, golden hair is frizzled and burnt
Lips are cracked, body is dry and rough
She is dangerously shy
Coming back to herself will be no small feat
Lost doesn't even begin to describe her state of mind
Fixing what's broken seems to be impossible

Verse 2
His heart is colder than ice
Once full of warmth, now weak and shallow
Confidence morphed into arrogance
Disdain for others grows with each passing day
Their sentience no longer remains
It's the difference between living and being alive
These new times are nothing more than a shill for death
Years will seem to pass within seconds

Chorus 1
Identities are like hurricanes
When emotional roller coasters hit shore
They can be swept away
Truth is like a tornado
Sometimes unexpected but powerful
Many survive
Unfortunately, many thousands gone

Chorus 2
Life is like a glass of water
With complexities ranging from being half full
To being half empty
Truth is like a tornado
Sometimes unexpected but powerful
Many survive
Unfortunately, many thousands gone

Written by B. (Tuesday, September 20, 2005)
Copyright 2005

 

[ghaw2007]

Murder of Angels

Verse 1
Little ones, do not fear
For I am here to comfort you
I bring no harm or sorrow
Let me lead you to your falls
Young boy, listen to me
I'll play with you if you promise to share
Maybe we can become friends
Then I'll take your toys away from you

Verse 2
Young lady, don't you hurt yourself
For you are filled with so much worth
Boys will come and boys will go
And when they do, you will be used up
Do whatever you want
Or whomever for that matter
Future generations will look up to you as a role model

Verse 3
This is such a heinous crime
The murder of angels
Don't call the cops, ignore the press
Let us do what we do best
Innocence will turn to guilt
Trust into deception
Your souls will rot to the core
We'll never stop because we want more

Chorus 1
Children, close your eyes now
You have witnessed the murder of angels
Fathers, you must disappear
You are partly to blame for our transgressions
Daughters, cry your hearts out
for you have been violated
Mothers were oblivious
To what occurred inside their homes
Sons, let your rage run wild
It's the emotion you were taught to express

Chorus 2
All my children, run away
You have witnessed the murder of angels
Old men, you should die
You are to blame for our transgressions
Ladies, beg, borrow and steal
For you have been violated
Teachers were despondent
To what occurred inside of their classrooms
Lovers, let your passion run wild
We're no different than our fellow mammals
There's nothing to be ashamed of
Just do whatever comes naturally

Chorus 3
Children, close your eyes now (murder of angels)
Fathers, you must disappear (murder of angels)
Daughters, cry your hearts out (murder of angels)
Mothers were oblivious (murder of angels)
Sons, let your rage run wild

Written by B. (Monday, June 20, 2005)
Copyright 2005

 

[ghaw2007]

Modernistic

Verse 1
Optical illusion
Racial confusion
Medical delusion
Financial distraction
Political contraption
Legal deception
Cultural inclusion
Gender seclusion
Historical affirmation
Daily transaction
Casual reflection
Radical education

Verse 2
Psychological destruction
Environmental separation
Parental miseducation
Social tradition
Visual appreciation
Numerical protection
General segregation
Critical invitation
Controversial distortion
Vital realization
Emotional exploitation
Monumental reception

Verse 3
Spiritual disruption
National coordination
Practical foundation
Experimental connection
Residential evolution
Rational fascination
Biological admiration
Skeptical preparation
Sexual provocation
Territorial complication
Natural eradication
Unconventional transformation

Chorus 1
Here and now is what you see
And what you see is what you get
Dreams and realities collide
And the aftermath is what we're living in

Chorus 2
Here and now is what you see
And what you see is what you get
Modernistic
Dreams and realities collide
And the aftermath is what we're living in
Modernistic
The power within us
Is what we create, what we destroy
Modernistic
Understanding and apathy circling around us
Modernistic

Written by B. (Tuesday, July 22, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

The Fiction We Live

Verse 1
He has charm, he has wit
He has die-hard looks
All the girls want to be with him
All the guys envy him
His father is pulling his strings
He's not sure how to break free

Verse 2
She has style, she has grace
She is thoughtful, she is pleasant
All the guys want to be with her
All the girls envy her
Her mother is intimidating
She's not sure how to stand her ground

Verse 3
They have beliefs, they have intuition
They have been placed on a pedestal
All the girls scream out their names
All the guys are embarrassed
Their country is losing its soul
They're not sure how to reverse the trend

Bridge 1
Truth is difficult to define
Objectivity takes some time
Judgement is made without thought
Many battles have yet to be fought

Bridge 2
Lies are difficult to define
Subjectivity does not waste time
Decisions are made by reasoning
There are more options than we realize

Bridge 3
Life is difficult to define
Unfortunately, there's not enough time
Emotions are suppressed
Exhaustion slowly takes hold

Bridge 4
Death is difficult to define
It's inevitable, we've been told all the time
Every illness cannot be cured
Surrendering may be wise

Chorus 1
The fiction we live is fragile
The fiction we live is the antithesis of our wants
The fiction we live identifies what we are not
The fiction we live is seen through our actions
Will the truth ever set us free?

Chorus 2
The fiction we live is fragile
The fiction we live is the antithesis of our wants
The fiction we live identifies what we are not
The fiction we live is seen through our emotions
Will the truth ever set us free?
Will the lies ever swallow us whole?
Will life ever be where we are?
Will death ever be out of sight?

Written by B. (2004)
Copyright 2004

 

[ghaw2007]

The Kick Inside

Verse 1
Beginning of something
Delicate and slowly growing
New and original
Continuing the cycle
Precious and always forming
Commonplace and popular
Enjoying a moment
Beautiful and always real
With yourself or someone else
Dreaming wide awake
Different and slowly growing
Confident and optimistic

Verse 2
Upside down, right side up
Counter-clockwise, counter-culture
Lemons out of lemonade
Breakdown, build up
Love and hate and indifference
Everything old is new again
Eyes wide shut, open-minded
Uncommon, extraordinary
Always hiding in plain sight
Alone, not lonely
Over, under, swinging around
Pushing past many limits

Verse 3
Half-empty, half-full
Perception versus reality
Complexities of life
Winning when losing
Matters of perspective
Who you are and what you won't do

Chorus
The kick inside
Moments which keep us alive
As the world keeps on turning
As time marches on
As the sun rises and as the sun sets
The kick inside will keep us alive

Written by B. (Tuesday, July 15, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

Move Along

Verse 1
Took the punches and beatings
Ran for dear life
Knocked on a neighbour's door
So I wouldn't sleep outside
The extension cord that left bruises on me
Was the same one used to plug in the fan
During a heatwave
Babysitter left, I dialled 9-1-1
The authorities threatened to take me away
Parents came rushing home
And unleashed a punishment
That I could never forget
Even if I tried

Verse 2
I was always distant form those around me
Unable to form a lasting connection
Years passed and I was still afraid
Of becoming more of myself

Verse 3
I've known pain since I was a child
Innocence was stolen
Self-image was broken
Mother and father are nowhere to be found
My legacy will be controlled by me

Bridge 1
I've known pain since I was a child
Innocence was stolen
Self-image was broken
Mother and father become my enemy
The queen and the king ruled in a burning castle

Bridge 2
I've known pain since I was a child
Innocence was stolen
Self-image was broken
Mother was clueless, father was selfish
The queen ruled over the king
In a make believe empire

Bridge 3
I've known pain since I was child
Innocence was stolen
Self-image was broken
Mother was angry, father was absent
The queen controlled every aspect of her domain
But now I'm the king of myself
I chose to move along

Chorus
Not only was I remembering my past
I was haunted by it
The time came for me to move along
And I chose to without hesitation

Written by B. (Friday, December 9, 2005)
Copyright 2005

 

[ghaw2007]

Whatever You Want

Verse 1
You may be single and bright
Searching for someone to share your life
You may have qualities
That many would find appealing
But you're alone
You've got to be forthcoming with your intentions
It starts by being honest with yourself
Fakeness is futile
Misrepresentation will only lead to bitter feelings

Verse 2
First impressions are important
Rarely do we get a second chance
To showcase out best attributes
So be wise and make the most of it
You shouldn't rely on fate
To give you a love
Get it for yourself
Life is full of competition
And in order to win
You have got to want it more

Chorus
Whatever you want is out there
If you look hard enough
You will find what you are looking for
It's unnecessary to travel around the world
When what you want is in front of you
It's been there all along

Written by B. (Thursday, December 8, 2005)
Copyright 2005

 

[ghaw2007]

A Woman

Verse 1
I am a woman as a woman I've been told
Dieting is marketed to me in this mold
Born with a clock, I yearn for the seed
Years I have waited with remarkable need

Verse 2
I am a woman who has grown from a daughter
Been criticized by a jealous mother
Big breasts and tight buttocks got me into trouble
Boys and men alike ignored her and focused on me instead

Verse 3
I am a woman who is not a victim
Begging for scraps is something I'll never do
I am a woman who is a c-u-n-t - there, I said it
I don't get hysterical when I'm referred to as such

Bridge
I don't fare well with scorn and bitterness
I don't do well with a life of unwanted sacrifice
This won't work well if you're in constant judgement of me
I am a woman who is weaker than feminist chants

Chorus 1
I have been adored
I have been protected
I'm using my status for monetary gain

Chorus 2
I have been shamed
I have repented
I'm working my way toward the belief of forgiveness
I have been blamed
I have relented
I'm working my way toward the belief of forgiveness

Chorus 3
I have been glorified
I have been worshipped
I'm working my way toward my original template
I have been raped
I have been attacked
I'm working my way toward endless retribution

Written by B. (Thursday, July 24, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

I Will Bear Witness

Verse 1
If I'm despondent
Then I will know
That I should become involved in my life
Staring blankly into space
Will not get me to a better place
Action is stronger than will
When I'm indifferent to my well-being
Self-love will be my number one priority
Not wanting to wake up
Each time I go to sleep
Will only make me become moodier
Negativity is destructive

Verse 2
If anger is building up inside of me
I will let it out creatively
Rage is a counter-productive force
Eventually it leads to remorse

Bridge
Affirmation is part of honesty
Bravery is confronting scarcity
Detachment yearns for a bond
Understanding eliminates confusion
Revelation seizes attention
Maturity equates to growth

Chorus 1
I was born with sight
But was blind to the essence of me
I will bear witness
To all things which form my identity

Chorus 2
I was born with sight
But was blind to reality around me
I will bear witness
To all things which form my identity

Chorus 3
Born with sight is being fortunate
A lack of vision leads to blindness
I will bear witness
To all things which form my identity

Written by B. (Sunday, September 4, 2005)
Copyright 2005

 

[ghaw2007]

The Richest Man In Babylon

Verse 1
Selling tales of sin
Profits are generating in your sleep
Wicked thoughts are woven into timeless chants
Generations continue to dance
Messages of the past being told in soft tones
If you listen carefully
Ideas are being formed and settled in places
Which are shielded from view

Verse 2
Luxurious platforms are sold to the highest bidder
Beggars become more desperate
Influence is the name of the game
Many have lost and many are losing
Replications of what used to be
Pale in comparison to the originals
Echoes of the past
Linger around the heartbeats of men

Verse 3
Being the richest man in Babylon
Affords you many privileges
Tokens are for the powerless
You create the standard to which we abide
To the victor goes the spoils
You're coated in manufactured glory
The crown you've placed upon your head
Will eventually be your undoing
All that you own is worthless

Chorus
You're only a soul in a vessel
Known by only one
As you aculate wealth
You forget about the importance of your deeds

Written by B. (Monday, August 4, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

Offspring

Verse 1
Tired boy, he needs a snack
Give him ice cream and pie
Cherry and vanilla will get him energized
Curious boy, he wants to learn
Give him dictionaries and books
He's brimming with potential
Letting it go to waste would be a shame
Lonely boy, he needs a friend
Give him time and space
Let him develop interpersonal skills
And apply them accordingly

Verse 2
Funny boy, he needs an audience
Give him a stage and microphone
Telling jokes will satisfy him
And hopefully entertain others
Creative boy, he wants an outlet
Give him advice and encouragement
He's continually brainstorming and challenging himself
Athletic boy, he needs to play
Give him s bicycle and open field
Strengthening his growing body
Will allow him to achieve good health

Bridge
Asian boy, African boy
Latin boy, European boy
Arabian boy, Native boy
Boy, oh boy, oh boy

Chorus
The past collides with the present
The present determines the future
The future is our offspring
They deserve the best of everything
If we nurture and we inspire
If we teach and love properly
Our offspring will have better chances
At surviving and thriving

Written by B. (Monday, June 23, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

Close The Door

Verse 1
I don't believe in dinosaurs, dragons, or aliens
Fairy tales are glorified lies
Even though there are spooks everywhere
Danger lurks around
If you trade your freedom for safety
Then you're foolish
You've given away your power to decide
Rendered, tragically, subservient onto others
You'd be a typical beggar among attainable riches
A cautionary tale for the impressionable

Verse 2
The fakery of my foundation permeates through my senses
Like a virus absorbed into the body
I'm hungry for the reasons why I breathe, build and destroy
So I check the ground to walk over scattered shackles
I, fortunately, understand the power to decide
Rendered aware of my ability for self-determination
A sleepwalker, what I used to be
Until I awoke from my slumber and defeated pseudo-realities

Verse 3
You as one, you as deceptively whole
Observing me, judging me
I as one, I as partially broken
Incomplete but with a soul
However damaged it may seem
What I use is, ultimately, what I own
Especially the power I have to decide
Rendered, rightfully, accountable for my thoughts and words
This is a true representation of who I am as an individual
It is not, however, an endorsement to abandon
Your state of unrealized wealth

Chorus 1
Although a slave from conception, it is not my birthright
Although governed by the laws of water, my true identity holds
I am abused and tested upon
But my original record is unamendable
I close the door to the world
And settle within and around myself

Chorus 2
Close the door
Don't let whispers and looks of harmful intent
To settle within yourself

Written by B. (Tuesday, August 5, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

Mass Romantic

Verse 1
He says "It's all about love"
With relaxed confidence
To a curious disbeliever
It's a notion many are unfamiliar with
So he explains himself delicately
He doesn't want to convince you of anything
As we all believe whatever we want
"I'm just giving my opinion on the most important thing"
"Love is everything" He said

Verse 2
Lovers and all who are adequately loved
Are part of a giant club
It's not exclusive, anyone can join
The benefits are plenty
Being inspired has a domino effect
Others will want to learn what you know
Word gets around about the most important thing
Even when it's difficult to find

Verse 3
"It's what I need" He said with a grin
Leaving the disbeliever confused
"Without it, life is not worth living"
"I want love in abundance" He said
With a slightly raised voice
Whether it's hugs and kisses or hand-holding
It's beautiful in every form
If disbelievers remain skeptical
Perhaps it's not their time
To know what love is

Chorus
It's in everyone who agrees and disagrees
Traces of it linger in thoughts and deeds
You can resist and push it away
But mass romantic is here and it will stay
It's the reason why we breathe

Written by B. (Sunday, September 7, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

Flesh And Bone

Verse 1
Your heights commands attention
I immediately take notice of you
Even in dim lighting
You know that I'm what you're looking for
Your boldness is manifested
Through the touch of my posterior
You've got a taste for pleasure
Without hesitation, you go down on me
Just where are you from?
I hear a slight accent in your voice
If you're not from around here
Take me away with you

Verse 2
After a brief interruption
You reappear with the same look in your eyes
The look of wanting, the look of hunger
Solo activity is unnecessary
External satisfaction is exactly what you need
My breath will coat your skin
You'll be rushing red
Let it flow, let it grow
If you must, let it blow
You'll choose the natural kind

Bridge 1
In the daytime, there's confusion
When the skies darken, clarity abounds
Excitement slowly rises
And reaches a fever pitch
On the beat of a desire-filled heart

Bridge 2
In the daytime, there's chaos and tension
When the skies darken, relief abounds
Excitement slowly rises
And reaches a fever pitch
On the thrust of a dogged-out man

Chorus
Oh, there's so much sweetness
And just a small amount
Can push you over the edge
The edge of flesh and bone
Which unites strangers like you and I
In a commonly uncommon world

Written by B. (Tuesday, May 27, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

Brown

Verse 1
Brown is the colour of my skin
Soft and smooth from head to toe
Brown is rich and creamy
Full of life in its essence
It comes in a multitude of shades
Ranging from light to dark
No other colour comes close
To eclipsing its power
There's a hidden curiosity
It's frequently unspoken
But when discussion begins
Raised eyebrows and open mouths soon follow
Brown's lure is insatiable
It'll bring you to the point of no return

Verse 2
Brown are the colour of my eyes
Deep and mysterious
Brown is rich and golden
At the centre of attention
There's an ancient affirmation
It's appearance is youthful looking
Brown's lure is insatiable
You'll want to have every part of it
Once you gain experience
Things will never be the same

Chorus 1
Brown's capabilities are far-reaching and long lasting
Its richness is undeniable
Complex to the core
Brown's vibrancy shines right through
Its richness is captivating
Sensual to the core
Brown's vibrancy shines right through
I love brown, I love myself

Chorus 2
Brown's capabilities are far-reaching and long lasting
Its richness is undeniable
Complex to the core
Brown's vibrancy shines right through
Its richness is captivating
Sensual to the core
Brown's vibrancy shines right through
I love brown, I love myself
It encompasses pure beauty
I love brown more than anything else
Oh, what a feeling

Written by B. (Monday, September 5, 2005)
Copyright 2005

 

[ghaw2007]

Another Day of Life

Verse 1
The universe is laughing at me every day
Sometimes I wake up
And I literally don't know what to say
Generational players were careless on a bed
And as a result, I'm fuc-ked up in the head
You took away so much from me
As if you were a vampire
Sinking your nasty teeth into me
All that you are is disgusting
All that you are is frightening

Verse 2
I used to be able to closes my eyes and dream
About the possibilities of the future
Belief in myself was the driving force
Which kept hope alive
I've lost the ability to dream in colour
When daybreak arrives, darkness remains
And this darkness overshadows what's left of me
I try to infuse my senses with goodness
But slowly, I think, I'm rotting to the core
All that you are is disgusting
All that you are is frightening

Verse 3
Part of me is covered in scar tissue
The other part is exposed to the pain of knowing you
I can't begin to heal properly
Until you discontinue terrorizing me
I don't know if your mission to eradicate me
Will be successful (I hope not)
I don't know much of anything, anymore
I'm increasingly confused
How I function is a direct reaction to my surroundings
I want to be shielded from
What makes you disgusting and frightening

Chorus
On a daily basis I have to decide
Whether or not I'm going to nut the fuc-k up
On a daily basis I have to stomp the bitc-h within me
On a daily basis I have to say "I will not kill myself"
On a daily basis I have to remind myself to stop hating
This may be unusual for you
But for me it's just another day of life

Outro
I think about continuing
Perhaps I should stop right here

Written by B. (Wednesday, August 6, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

Weightlifting

Verse 1
This isn't the land of milk and honey
Almost everyone is struggling just to survive
They'd be lucky if they thrived
Never full and always wanting more
Picking up crumbs off the dirty floor
Being germ-free is a luxury

Verse 2
When your greatest enemy is yourself
You need all the help that you can get
Attaining peace of mind is always challenging
There's an imbalance between mind and heart
Conflicting emotions can rip you apart
What you feel is not how you should be
You can't decide if you should run and hide
It may be better to go along for the ride
Your highest highs could overshadow your lowest lows
Playing games is juvenile, you have to be mature
Addressing complexities can make you more confused
Your soul is something you wish you could control

Chorus 1
It's difficult to come to terms with your reality
Weightlifting is a skill you become familiar with

Chorus 2
You develop numbness through your experiences
Weightlifting is a skill you become familiar with
Energy is fleeting just like happiness
Every ounce of it is as precious as clean water
Sometimes you're so tried, you would rather quit
Than continue to deal with pain and misery
Ending it all is more than a dream
You can persevere if you can concentrate
On creating a relationship with yourself
And by strengthening your soul

Chorus 3
It's difficult to overcome challenges on your own
Weightlifting is a skill you become familiar with

Written by B. (Thursday, July 10, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

Construct

Verse 1
"What do you want to be when you grow up?" They asked
"I want to be a flower" She said
"You cannot be a flower" They replied
"I have seen it happen" She said
She's young and ideas are brewing in her blood
Passion is the guiding force
She's fragile and beautifully unconventional
Everything seems possible

Verse 2
Operating with many notes
Different approaches must be considered
Demands on body and mind can be frustrating
Always pull yourself together
Plasticity should never be crafted
When you trust yourself, truth is revealed
Transform your baggage into positive energy
Newfound determination is a progression of vitality

Bridge
Life is a revolving door of madness
Generate hope instead of sadness
Comparison can lead to obsession
Development of identity creates a stable foundation
Brokenness is like ashes falling from the sky
Healing of souls is a delicate process, if you try

Chorus
Construct your aspiration
Strive for confidence
You don't have to look hard
To find magic in the world
Construct your motivation
Strive for clarity
Having a sense of purpose is the critical element
Construct your tranquillity
Strive for peace of mind
Destructive forces continually challenge ways of life

Written by B. (Wednesday, April 30, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

Faggo-ts

Verse 1
I am a faggo-t as a faggo-t I've been told
Salacious details of lovers have yet to be sold
Lipstick and high heeled shows are my alter ego
If you don't like what you see, you can turn away

Verse 2
I am a faggo-t only when it suits me well
I conceal my true nature handily as far as I can tell
Tailored made suits and ties are my alter ego
If you don't know what I am
You can't easily turn away

Verse 3
I am a faggo-t and declaring so is bold
Things that I want won't be placed on hold
I live and I try to learn just like all of you
And I refuse to accept anything less than I deserve

Bridge
Butch or fem, passive or dominant
I can be whomever you want me to be
I'm viewed as the odour-causing trash
Most people would like to throw out
I'm not an activist and I don't aspire to be one
I'm a man who has always enjoyed the company of men

Chorus 1
I am a dance-floor hound
I am a whiteliner
As I travel the world, I lose myself in it

Chorus 2
I've seen brutality
I've seen the look of disgust
As I travel the world, I become increasingly fearful
I've heard tales of ridicule
I've heard longing for acceptance
As I travel the world, I'm partially grateful

Chorus 3
I have been shamed
I have relented
As I travel the world, I discover who I am
I have been broken
I have been aimless
As I become older, I liberate myself

Written by B. (Friday, July 25, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

The Man That Got Away

Verse 1
You call yourself a man but you're logically challenged
You get emotional by flying off the handle
Words are unmeasured and actions aren't deliberate
This is who you are organically
You can't change but you can modify
You call yourself a man but you cause ears to burn
Verbal interactions mostly add fuel to the fire
Words are unmeasured and actions aren't deliberate
You're naturally inclined to act this way
Your DNA has changed

Verse 2
You call yourself a man but you're fantastically out of mind
Understatedness is something you're unfamiliar with
Words are unmeasured and actions aren't deliberate
This is how you behave but you don't have to act this way
You call yourself a man but you're internally oblivious
Society knows more about you than you know of yourself
Words are unmeasured and actions aren't deliberate
This is why you'll be conditioned without formidable opposition

Verse 3
I am a man because I have fortitude
Fearlessness is what I've incorporated
Words are measured and actions are deliberate
This is how I've been since becoming reborn

Bridge
Learning is nothing more than a change in behaviour
Being in accordance with high standards builds character
A dignified way of life is the best defence against strife
The pursuit of excellence will propel you to greater heights

Chorus 1
I once was tread upon
I was taken advantage of
I restored myself by reclaiming my power

Chorus 2
I once was abused
I was mistreated and disrespected
I transformed myself by being the man that got away

Written by B. (Wednesday, July 23, 2014)
Copyright 2014