Lyrics Collection By ghaw2007

[ghaw2007]

Lying

Verse 1
I love you, always and forever
With every beat of my heart
There is nothing that can tear us apart
I'll always be there for you
In anything that you go through
Never hesitate to ask me for something

Verse 2
You are my one true love
There is no question about that
With you in my life, I am complete
You belong to me and I belong to you
Every promise I make will be kept

Bridge
You have the warmest touch
You have the most beautiful eyes
You have a caring heart
You have an open mind
You have a gentle voice
You have a great complexion
And I am lucky to have you

Chorus 1
I am lying, I do it every day
It's hard for me to tell the truth
I don't want to hurt your feelings
So I tell you what you want to hear
I am lying

Chorus 2
I am lying, I do it every day
It's hard for me to tell the truth
I don't want to hurt your feelings
So I tell you what you want to hear

Chorus 3
I am lying, I do it every day
It's hard for me to tell the truth
I don't want to hurt your feelings
So I tell you what you want to hear
I am lying
I wish I could go back in time
To start all over again
Telling the truth is what I would do
No matter what the situation was
My conscience would be clearer
And you would know who I really am
Maybe I would be able to fall in love with you

Written by B. (2004)
Copyright 2004

 

[ghaw2007]

Here I Am

Verse 1
I discovered a new creation
By falling away from temptation
I do not pay much attention
To the long awaited separation
I regained my image in my conversation
What really helped me the most was the motivation
I did the math, solved the equation
As a result, my life has less complication
I am able to enjoy this celebration
I could not have done it without my determination

Verse 2
Miscommunication led to a conviction
What I did not like the most was the assumption
That is a thing of the past
Now I have time for preparation
Even though my words aren't as powerful as my action
I successfully completed an education
I could not have done it without my determination

Chorus 1
Here I am, stronger than I have ever been
Here I am, smarter than I have ever been
Here I am, more self-assured than I have ever been

Chorus 2
Here I am, stronger than I have ever been
Here I am, smarter than I have ever been
Here I am, more self-assured than I have ever been
Here I am, feeling better than I have ever been
Go ahead and make a duplication
I promise you it isn't a violation

Written by B. (2004)
Copyright 2004

 

[ghaw2007]

Oh, D

Verse 1
Obscure and emotionally incomplete
Away from social defeat
But not you
They've had you for a decade
While I just found out
Jealousy continues to abound

Verse 2
Leather and sportish gear
Preference is for all things bare
Your favourite game is tag
I so wish I could have been your regular challenger
Passion continues to abound

Verse 3
You are driven inside
But you're not attempting to hide it from me
You touched me more deeply
More than just a tap on my shoulder
But you're inside my head
Your roughness will not be forgotten
Oh, D, can you please help me?

Chorus
You're just what I've wanted
For all of this time
But couldn't attain it
You're modifying your foundation
Adding layers to your core away from here
Oh, D, you're vanishing

Written by B. (Sunday, April 15, 2012)
Copyright 2012

 

[ghaw2007]

Drowning Cupid

Verse 1
I don't need love
No no no no no
I do not need love
What it gave to me was deep sadness
I don't want kisses
No no no no no
I do not want kisses
It will lead to falling for someone
Just leave me to myself
Yes yes yes yes yes
Being alone is nothing new to me
They'll be no confessions of hearts skipping beats
And no places for lovers to meet
What I do won't be found out by anyone

Verse 2
I don't need love
No no no no no
I do not want to experience emotional turmoil again
I don't want sweet nothings
No no no no no
I do not want sweet nothings to be whispered into my ears
To each his own
Yes yes yes yes yes
That is what I believe
I refuse to live by any other standard
Souls uniting are just fantasies
Hoping that it'll happen makes you naive
I made a promise not to let myself down

Verse 3
My sense of self was manipulated
Who I tried to be
Was weaker than who I was
My self-respect shrivelled up like burning paper
Slowly I regained strength
I knew that battling forces beyond my control
Would be arduous and time consuming
Reclaiming what's left of me begins with drowning cupid
This will be my sweet victory

Chorus
I'm drowning cupid
He won't fly
He will no longer shout his darts at me
I'm drowning cupid
He'll be gone
Then I will have peace of mind
Drowning cupid is the only way for me to live

Written by B. (Tuesday, November 8, 2005)
Copyright 2005

 

[ghaw2007]

Untitled

Verse 1
Meet the new boss, same as the old boss
The more things change
The more confused we become
We settled for inferiority
Knowing that was the worst choice we could make
The medicine man prescribes poison to us
Yet we fail to understand why we always get sick
Popping pills like candy is today's cure
But is your choice of flavour really your prerogative?

Verse 2
The ship which we are on is slowly sinking
And the precarious situation we have placed ourselves in
Has more holes than a golf course
What we all need to do
Is get down on our knees and pray
Our safe houses and panic rooms
Will crumble to the ground
If we don't open our eyes soon
Will choosing to be blind save us from witnessing catastrophe?

Bridge
What currency will you invest in?
What method of diversification will you employ?
Is your portfolio a strong one?
Are your assets your liabilities?
Which bank will maintain all your holdings?
Will your funds ever be depleted?
Insider trading is to be welcomed

Chorus
You don't know, you don't know what you're talking about
Don't tell me what to do
You're no bigger than me
You don't know, you don't know what you're talking about
You are not my saviour
I'll never believe in you

Written by B. (March 2009)
Copyright 2009

 

[ghaw2007]

With Secrets To Keep

Verse 1
I cannot stay here
Because there's no space to breathe
You keep asking questions I won't answer
Why won't you give it a rest?
You never respect my wishes
My personal life is none of your business

Verse 2
I feel much safer
And for that I have less worries
I have protection that gets me through each day
I try to stay focused
I don't want anything to erupt
But sometimes I'm afraid I draw too much attention

Bridge
I'm taking a risk
There's a chance that I'll get trapped
I'm just living the way that I feel is best
I'll stay a step ahead
That's the choice I've made
I'm more confident than before

Chorus
I will do what I have to do
I will say what I need to say
There's no way for me to be real
With secrets to keep
But I'm still alive
I use them because they shield me
Without them I know that I would be exposed
To prevent myself from being knocked down
I'll be more stable with secrets to keep

Written by B. (Thursday, January 18, 2001)
Copyright 2001

 

[ghaw2007]

To Get To You

Verse 1
Sometimes I feel that I will be lost without you
That's why I always dread the thought of you leaving me
Is this a game that you and I have been unconsciously playing?
Being inconsiderate of the others' feelings
While we score points based on the impact it creates

Verse 2
Do you ever feel that you will be lost without me?
Do you think that you will be trapped
And not know when to ask for help?
I know that I am to blame for putting al those tears in your eyes
Some say that forgiveness is the key
To solving most of the problems one might face

Verse 3
Sometimes you and I feel helpless even when we're together
It might sound strange
But it's absolutely true
We really don't accomplish anything at all
I think it's too early to throw the towel in
But I'm not sure if working things out will be worthwhile for us in the end

Chorus 1
Tell me what I should do
So I can get to you
I do not like the fact that we're falling apart
Now's the time to take serious action
And try to mend the broken pieces
I said I'd be there till the end
That's my promise to you
I have no intentions of changing my mind
As I stand before you today
I will swear to do the best that I can

Chorus 2
I'll tell you what to do
So you can get to me
You said you don't like the fact that we're falling apart
Now's the time to turn things around
And try to build a relationship
You said that you'd be there for me
That was the promise you made
Tell me if you're going to change your mind
As you stand before me today
Swear to me that you'll do the best that you can

Written by B. (Wednesday, January 10, 2001)
Copyright 2001

 

[ghaw2007]

Different Cars And Trains

Verse 1
You and I have been travelling
On different cars and different trains
I see your face starring back at me
The look in your eyes says
That you no longer love me
We have drifted apart
We are living separate lives
I don't have the strength to break up with you

Verse 2
You are a roller-coaster ride
Every time I'm with you I wear a seatbelt
Sometimes you race by me faster than a speeding train
If I knew how to slow you down
I would have done it a long time ago
We have drifted apart
We are in separate worlds
I don't have the strength to let you go

Bridge
The road that I'm on leads me further away
From the life I want
I'm not sure if I'll ever be free from you

Chorus
When I turn left
You instantly go right
When I am up
You suddenly drop down
I have tried to meet you wherever you are
But you go places that I'm unfamiliar with

Written by B. (Tuesday, April 27, 2004)
Copyright 2004

 

[ghaw2007]

Expecting More

Verse 1
Looking at you, I would assume that you're good in bed
You have a hot and mysterious look
I forgot that looks were deceiving
There were no fireworks when we did it last night

Verse 2
I hope that you perform well this time
Do not stop until I go out of my mind
Use your lips, use your tongue
Get down on your knees and satisfy me completely

Bridge
You let me down the other night
I became frustrated
I need to release some sexual tension
You have the opportunity to fulfil my fantasies
Missionary or doggy style - I will let you choose this time around

Chorus
I am expecting more from you
I want you to rock me out of this world
Three times over
I was disappointed the last time
You have to step up to the challenge
Cover all the bases and hit a home run

Written by B. (Saturday, May 1, 2004)
Copyright 2004

 

[ghaw2007]

Cold Heart

Verse 1
I get jealous when you look at other guys
Maybe you wish you could hook up with them
Your wandering eye has 20/20 vision
At times I'd wish you'd go blind
I get angry when you lie to me
Maybe you think you could get away with anything
Your lying mouth gets dirtier every day
At times I'd wish you were mute

Verse 2
I get selfish when you spend time on your own
Maybe you wish you could leave me
My actions are well planned out
Everything that I do is done for a reason
I get mean and rude when I spend time with you
That's one of the many punishments I have for you
My actions are performed very well
Everything I say is analyzed before it's said

Bridge
I push you around
I make you do things that you don't want to do
Giving ultimatums is a form of testing
To see how far you can go
I am demanding and persistent
Do as I say
I'm not your friend, I'm not your lover
You are beneath me

Chorus
I can be as cold as ice
Destructive and unforgiving
Deceitful and bent on revenge
The longer you stay with me
You'll feel my cold heart

Written by B. (Saturday, May 15, 2004)
Copyright 2004

 

[ghaw2007]

Spiritchaser

Verse 1
Come spiritchaser as you did before
Fly threw the shadowy night
No one but you hold the sacred truth
But still we question who we are
Speculation runs rampant
You plunge into the ground to awake the dead
Filling them with a new soul
Commanding new guidelines on the ways of living
But nevertheless they take on new challenges
It is their right to because they have free will

Verse 2
Watch the horizon fade away
Imagine what will become of you
When your soul strikes back
It will reveal horrifying accounts of your life
You can never run fast enough
To get away from your conscience

Verse 3
We are in awe of your wisdom
We deeply feel your love for us
We try our best to honour you
When we fail, we never give up
You teach us how to be good and loyal
It's everything that you do

Chorus 1
Amalgamating heart and soul
Amending darkness to daylight
Renewing the present
You are the mighty one

Chorus 2
Amalgamating heart and soul
Amending darkness to daylight
Remembering the past, renewing the present
You are the mighty one

Written by B. (Wednesday, March 31, 2004)
Copyright 2004

 

[ghaw2007]

What I Can't See

Verse 1
I'm not hungry but I'm eating
I'm not tired but I'm sleeping
I'm not alone but I'm lonely
I'm smiling but I'm depressed
I'm angry but I'm friendly
I'm waiting but I'm impatient

Verse 2
I'm not afraid but I'm hiding
I'm not selfish but I don't share
I am rough but I'm tender
I'm confused but I know what's going on

Verse 3
I'm not skinny but I'm slim
I'm not smart but I'm informed
I'm not rich but I make ends meet
I'm shy but approachable
I'm still but I'm talkative
I'm sorry but unregretful

Chorus 1
What I can't see
Is why there is something wrong with me
I know I don't feel the way I should
That's just one of my problems

Chorus 2
What I can't see
Is why there is something wrong with me
I know I don't feel the way I should
Maybe medicine can make me better

Chorus 3
What I can't see
Is why there is something wrong with me
I know I don't feel the way I should
Being someone else is what I want to be

Chorus 4
What I can't see
Is why there is something wrong with me
I know I don't feel the way I should
Hopefully I will figure it out

Written by B. (Thursday, April 1, 2004)
Copyright 2004

 

[ghaw2007]

Run That By Me One More Time

Verse 1
He said that him and I can no longer be friends
Even though we have been for many years
He's like a brother to me, part of my family
He was the person I felt closest to
Now he thinks I have been messin' with his girl
Playing him for a fool, going behind his back
I don't know where the hell he's getting that from
I have always been loyal and respectful towards him

Verse 2
He said that I was the one
Who stabbed him in the back
Even when I did no such thing
I could never hurt my friend like that
Now I'm told to get out of his sight

Bridge
All the words he said are locked inside my head
They're replaying themselves like a broken record
My character was attacked, my heart was broken
How can I even move on with my life feeling this way?

Chorus 1
I just could not believe what he told me today
He said he never wanted to see me
He told me to stay away
After everything we've been through
How could he stand there and say
That I lied, stole, and cheated him even when I did not
Run that by me one more time
I am really confused

Chorus 2
I just could not believe what he told me today
He said he never wanted to see me
He told me to stay away
After everything we've been through
How could he stand there and say
That I lied, stole, and cheated him even when I did not
Run that by me one more time
I am really confused
Run that by me one more time
I simply don't understand

Written by B. (Monday, April 5, 2004)
Copyright 2004

 

[ghaw2007]

Love Lifted Me

Verse 1
The first chapter in my life was so intense
That it didn't seem real
I kept wondering if I even existed
I knew I didn't belong
I always felt out of place
And as I aged, that feeling never went away
I stumbled, I slipped
I tossed, I turned
To get to where I am today
I took a second look and I realized
That I had to invest in my myself

Verse 2
The second chapter in my life was so confusing
That it didn't seem fair at all
I kept wishing that things would change
I knew I was alone
Ever since I was a little child
And as I aged, I thought I would always be that way
I ran, I fell
I tossed, I turned
To get to know who I am today
I took another look and I realized
That what I went through was all worthwhile

Bridge
I did not know love
Because I was afraid of it
It was something that I hadn't experienced
For such a long time I was lower than low
Thanks to love, I was lifted up
I will never forget the day that my life changed

Chorus 1
Love lifted me up to a place
I thought I could never be
I am not the same person that I once was
I am able to appreciate the beauty of this gift
That I have received
Love lifted me up and now I can see

Chorus 2
Love lifted me up to a place
I thought I could never be
I am not the same person that I once was
I am able to understand the beauty of this gift
That I have received
Love lifted me up and now I believe

Written by B. (Tuesday, April 27, 2004)
Copyright 2004

 

[ghaw2007]

Into My Heart

Verse 1
Nothing good lives inside of me
Everything about me has changed
I don't like who I have become

Verse 2
I see myself as being hopeless
There's not much I can do about it
I don't like who I have become
And many others don't either

Verse 3
I live my life the way I see it
What others say about me is unimportant
What others do is of no concern to me
I'm unable to control people and events around me
Even if I could, I would only make things worse

Chorus 1
Hate has seeped into my heart
I have turned into a monster
My anger frightens everyone around me

Chorus 2
Sadness has seeped into my heart
I have turned into a monster
My despondency frightens everyone around me

Chorus 3
Indifference has seeped into my heart
I have turned into a monster
My apathy frightens everyone around me

Outro
Nothing good lives inside of me
I see myself as being hopeless
I live my life the way I see fit

Written by B. (Wednesday, February 11, 2004)
Copyright 2004

 

[ghaw2007]

Untitled

Verse 1
I'm not a slut, so don't shame me
Focus on things other than me
Words can be used as weapons
But the ones you say will never harm me
I know myself more than you do
I've got nothing to prove to you
I'm not as fascinating as you make me out to be
I believe in modesty
You follow me everywhere I go
Even though I'm not a celebrity

Verse 2
The best strength comes from within
I know how to conquer anything
You can try to bring me down
But you will surely fail
Gossiping is unbecoming
Address problems, provide solutions
If you argue with fools, you're foolish
So I refuse to argue with you
Confidence is what I developed
It carries me through tough solutions

Verse 3
I'll be whom I choose to be
And you're not going to stop me
You can judge and you can criticize
But I've got my eyes on the prize
Time is fast and time is slow
I'll make the most of it so I can grow
Being desperate is not what I do
I always have control of myself
I want to be alone and not be bothered
You're a creep and I don't like you

Chorus
I tell it like I see it
I've got nothing to lose
Whatever you're dealing with
Has got nothing to do with me
You do you, let me be
I don't want to fight
I don't want to scream

Written by B. (Thursday, June 5, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

Untitled

Verse 1
You're flaky
You don't know what you want
You present yourself as being a person of fun
Then you back away when things begin to progress
Disappointment is what you leave behind
You're oblivious to the way you're perceived
If you were aware, you still wouldn't care
Your general attitude is laissez-faire
This is who you are
This is who you'll always be

Verse 2
You can make all the plans you want
They rarely come to fruition
If you decide on doing something
It ends up being nothing
Nothing seems to bother you
You're always in a neutral mood
You can make others want you more
When you give less than what they expect
This is who you are
This is who you'll always be

Bridge
Show more of yourself
Give more of yourself
Everything around you could use a touch of you
If you hide more of yourself
If you give less of yourself
Everything around you will be further away

Chorus
It's not surprising to know
You're from a podunk town
In a podunk town it's difficult to dream
Dream about adventure, dream about excitement
Time is rarely on anybody's side
You live your live the best way you know how
Controlling your fate is simply innate

Written by B. (Monday, June 16, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

Untitled

Verse 1
Here to play games like everyone else
Here to chat like everyone else
Here to waste time like everyone else
Here to jack off like everyone else
Here to be nasty like everyone else
Here to find what I'm looking for
Nobody likes to be alone
Yet we're the only one in our beds

Verse 2
Be a puppy in heat like everyone else
Tell you off like everyone else
Be a liar like everyone else
All talk and no action like everyone else
Inconsistent like everyone else
Nobody wants to be alone
Yet we're the only one in our beds

Verse 3
Be nosy like everyone else
Make assumptions like everyone else
Hesitant like everyone else
Be offensive like everyone else
Overcome odds like everyone else
Get turned on like everyone else
Nobody likes to be alone
Yet we're the only one in our beds

Chorus 1
I've got one hand on the keyboard
While the other one is holding a cookie

Chorus 2
I've got one hand on the keyboard
While the other one is down my pants

Chorus 3
Nobody wants to be alone
Yet we're the only one in our beds
I've got one hand on the keyboard
While the other one is holding a cell phone

Chorus 4
I've got one hand on the keyboard
While my life is passing me by

Written by B. (Wednesday, July 2, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

Tricked Out

Verse 1
First time you put it in your mouth
First time you've paid for it
How does it make you feel?
Does it feel good?
It's long and thick
Just as you expected
Bigger than average and beautiful
No one sees us, no one knows what we do
When you're hidden from view, you can do anything

Verse 2
First time you give a free ride
To a man who appears to be a stranger
You don't recall that you've met him before
But he remembers you from many years ago
You like big things and he can offer them to you
He's friendly and pleasant and enjoys your company
As you're cruising around, no one sees what you do
When you're hidden from view, you can do anything

Bridge
Actions speak louder than words
If there's someone that you want
Let it be known
Life won't wait

Chorus 1
Discreet music elevating our mood
No rush, no fuss, things are simply good
Discreet music elevating our mood
When it's just you and I, things are simply good
Tricked out - elevating our mood
Tricked out - things are simply good

Chorus 2
Wheels and open roads elevating our mood
No rush, no fuss, things are simply good
Wheels and open roads elevating our mood
When it's just you and I, things are simply good
Tricked out - elevating our mood
Tricked out - things are simply good

Written by B. (Monday, July 14, 2014)
Copyright 2014

 

[ghaw2007]

Taken

Verse 1
I am taken, you can't have me anymore
You should have made your move
But now it is too late
Even though you want me real bad
I will not get with you
I don't care if you're sad
Don't care if you're mad
Like a rabbit on the run
I am so far gone

Verse 2
My life is better than what it was before
I won't answer you
If you come knocking on my door
Like yesterday's garbage, you have been thrown away
Cry me a river if you have something to say
You mean nothing to me
It's like your invisible
Keep yourself from me
I don't want to be around you
Like a deluge of rain in a storm
I have cleansed every part of you from me

Chorus 1
I'm taken by someone who loves me
Having fun was the only thing you and I did
I got tired of doing that all day
I have changed, you are still the same

Chorus 2
I'm taken by someone who loves me
All you did was take advantage of me
Life was becoming mundane
I no longer suppress my pain

Chorus 3
I'm taken by someone who loves me
When you got angry, I was to blame
It was wishful thinking on my part
To believe that you could change

Written by B. (Sunday, November 30, 2003)
Copyright 2003