THis maybe goodbye to The Hammer Vice

[hammervice]

Im really thinking about not sharing files any more more headaches then what i get back from it should I stop , or just take a lil break ?


I just feel beat down ... a few things that would suck is I like listen to ipod shows while I post and now I just may not find the time 2 do so ... I never know for sure what 2 do.....



maybe im just a lil burn out with the wintertime blues I don`t know...


any help plzzzzzzzzzz?


I think this is at-lest a week or two away for sure...but who knows, Does anyone care???????????????

 

[islandfun]

It would be better if people kept their comments to themselves and simply clicked 'thank you', your work is appreciated and you will be missed if you take a break.

 

[hammervice]

well one for the good guy YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

 

[Otage]

Well of course at first take a break. It turns to quitting naturally if it does. Loved your thread on gayclips. You deserve a break and good things! Don't stress about the matter, just do what you want and take some time to yourself and do somenthing new and exiting

 

[hammervice]

wow guys srrry I was drunk and pissed off about a lot offline things damn was I drunk ,,, I should not post and drink I send someone like 5 emails last nite wow......................

 

[Rebel7]

wow guys srrry I was drunk and pissed off about a lot offline things damn was I drunk ,,, I should not post and drink I send someone like 5 emails last nite wow......................

this tend to happen to me too..i wish there a control button i could press at the right time!

 

[hammervice]

this tend to happen to me too..i wish there a control button i could press at the right time!

well so far so good the people that didn`t like me now have a better reason and they ones that do like still do ....I think or thats what they are sayingC:C

 

[btcollect]

I follow you here (and other) and sometimes I forget to click thanks (bookmark link for later download) and often I don't want or need the scene... but I always read your threads and esp enjoy the titles. Otage is exactly right: take a break and you either resume posting or not.
:cheers:

 

[Rozas]

Hey Hammervice,i've read carefully your "cry" recognizable situatie.
Months ago I had something functionally similar, you wonder what you working for and has it all make sense? And on a lonely night you feel somewhat "down" misunderstood and in a frenzy of desperation you do things you later regret it, for example no longer active like doing on this site, your buddy erase and preferably all you hitherto did disappear and say goodbye .... but then comes the morning of the disillusionment and have you regret what you did!!
I recommend you first to removal the text "Seem like you spend a lot of time not thinking about me i like that" ... its much too negative, of course your friends think on you but disappear or set yourself "non active" is not a solution.
Nobody says you must be continuously active in GayHeaven.
Take a break and enjoy passive of the many forums here and you'll be active again with pleasure.
Good luck in your decision it certainly saves you.

 

[bigsal]

Occasionally turn the switch can do well.

But do not pull the plug.

 

[jeslandin]

Hi,
Been following your excellent work for some time. Its always a real nice thing to start watching your posting either here on any other place. You have great taste and for me I really apreciate every post you do. I can understand the work you and all of the other posters do and I hope you will continue to post. Maybe after a break to collect some thoughts and some steength as you will know you will be really missed if you quit posting and sharing your work...... thanks so far my friend /Jes

 

[mothly]

Hey Hammer,

Two things. Firstly in response to your first post, you'd be missed enormously - especially by me Your posts are consistently good and I for one would be most disappointed if you were to stop.

Secondly, posting something on a forum when drunk is better than buying things online when your drunk which is my trick - sometimes terrible purchase decisions.:rofl: I once bought some clothes and it cost me €100 in taxes when it arrived.

Anyway do what you need to do, would be great if you didn't stop, but do what's right for you. And if you ever need shopping tips when drunk get in touch :cheers:

Much appreciation :x

mothly
x

 

[Tjerk12]

I am not a psychiatrist, so I don’t have the tools to look into the mind of another person. That makes it difficult to understand what exactly bothers you. Could it be that you feel some sort of obligation to GH? An obligation which has become a burden? Let it slip from your shoulders. Remember there is no obligation. That is the nice thing of GH, within ample rules you are free to do whatever you want. Your fun and welfare, that’s important. In case of critics I have a nice Dutch expression: “de beste stuurlui staan aan wal” (the best steersmen are ashore), which means it is easy to be a criticaster, but it is difficult to realize something. And you realized a lot. When you stop posting I would have to proceed until 2099 to get even with you.
Maybe you should handle GH like a fine bottle of single malt Whiskey. When you want to stay sober, you put it in the cabinet. So it is always there, within reach, when you want a nip.
I like your avatar, that nice boy with a hammer. Every time when I see it, it reminds me that I had to fix something in the house. I decide than to do that probably tomorrow.

 

[davewa23]

Occasionally turn the switch can do well.

But do not pull the plug.

I agree. Love your posts.

 

[philco3]

Hammervice, I know you put a lot of effort into loading these great files for us to watch and for free none the less. I know I look forward to seeing your emails on a daily basis! Take some time off and do some stuff forself and get your batteries recharged. And if you still don't feel like it any more no one will blame. You are a vauled member and what ever your decision is we will stand by you.

 

[SimplyJakeAndAlex]

I am not a psychiatrist, so I don’t have the tools to look into the mind of another person. That makes it difficult to understand what exactly bothers you. Could it be that you feel some sort of obligation to GH? An obligation which has become a burden? Let it slip from your shoulders. Remember there is no obligation. That is the nice thing of GH, within ample rules you are free to do whatever you want. Your fun and welfare, that’s important. In case of critics I have a nice Dutch expression: “de beste stuurlui staan aan wal” (the best steersmen are ashore), which means it is easy to be a criticaster, but it is difficult to realize something. And you realized a lot. When you stop posting I would have to proceed until 2099 to get even with you.
Maybe you should handle GH like a fine bottle of single malt Whiskey. When you want to stay sober, you put it in the cabinet. So it is always there, within reach, when you want a nip.
I like your avatar, that nice boy with a hammer. Every time when I see it, it reminds me that I had to fix something in the house. I decide than to do that probably tomorrow.

Hammer Vice isn't just in GH, he's really THE King Of Twinks poster (and a major head ache for all twinkish studios :rofl in many other sites and groups, I can definitely say as a non collector anymore, I've got most of my twinks collection from him. As I will own a studio soon I would even consider getting him free access to spread those pictures and videos around LOL.

So Hammer thank you for your great work and take a well deserved break

 

[achillthatbends]

I am pretty sure the community appreciates you a lot. It's a lesson that we should remember from this. THANK YOU for all the effort you have put for us here. Take a breather, but do not leave us all missing a lot.

 

[brenden]

Hammer you're the only reason I come to this site!!! My porn folder is called Hammervice (I'm not even joking haha)

Hope all is well.

 

[yoyo888]

Hay HammerVice,

You will be VERY missed at this place as well as the other places you post

Sometimes you dont get the appreciation for all the hard work you put into making and posting your naughty clips !

I feel the same sometimes.

I used to post to Newsgroups, but just did not get the appreciation I wanted, so warned the guyz there, which made a difference for about 3 days, and then it was back to normal, just having the same few people saying yay great thanks or what ever.

So just dont even bother to post there any more. I did warn them.

Yes there is a BURN OUT, and maybe you have over done your self.

I feel that sometimes. But just keep going, as it keeps me occupied and stops my brain thinking about other things. This evening seems to be quite bad. Something is going on and on in my head, and I feel I might need a drink later before I go to bed to try and help me sleep!. Yer I know not a good thing.

So HammerVice, take a break and let someone else step into your shoes and let them have all the hassle and stresses for a while, while you sit back in your chair. take off your slippers, sipping a nice YUMMY drink and reading a good book. Oh and do all this in the warm sunshine if you have that

See ya

Si

 

[cubswin]

The airwaves have been dead since you've taken a break. Here and on G-Groups as well. Have always enjoyed looking at your posts and hope you might decide to continue. If not, its understood. You have sacrificed a lot of time to provide messages to loyal followers. Can't imagine who can pick up the slack. THanks