hi all, first of all i m very happy and thankfull to all friends here especially gb2000ie, ralph145b, Shelter, Sniffit, tonka
thanks your interest and care to me Sniffit sure i accept your friendship. hope you can visit here one day (before III. world war) its ok when you are at myside, i save you here
i working here as graphicer at local tv chanel and i have a son 19 years old. when i was student (it was long education at afew universites) i got a few times scholarships and i wanted to move abroad such as UK, Canada but as you know these countires accept all terrorist easy but no way to turkish people. so i couldnt get visa i lost my money and schoolarships. finally i lost my hope. i sold my house and i moved the little town from istanbul (the biggest city of Turkey about 15 million population)
as i told before living these condutions very hard here. you cant find a job your familiy never accept and protect you and you never find a good and long relationship if you are coming out. you must live in danger
yes if you are visiting from western countries such as US or europe and you are just turist then may be it would be good travel you stay 5star europen marks hotel chains and spend money much then you can find many cheap turkish escorts. your embassy save you already if you dont go with dark back streets.
Turkey is very nice country very historical very good weather and beaches you can see modern and old fashion like europe left oriental right side at the same street.
i m alit bit lucky cos i kept very secret my second face to my mother brothers to all people around me. i didnt married but yes i have a son after years he found me. i was young and yes i was trying to find my way.
nowadays i m fine but as i told, i couldnt live how i wish and noway to make better. i stuck a role here and i m playing with regrets. cos gay meaning to victim. my son accept me my mother may be but my brothers never my friends or boss never.
may be you can not imagine yes you are still far and you have high walls to protect you.
but last 20 years the next generation being fundemental racist and agressive day by day with a big hate about others. (others meaning rich and snob west world who are capitalist and modern) so these new muslim boys growning up %5 population speed as warrior to you. next 20 years they will be 2.200.000.000 bin ladin!
we are secular and modern eastern minotories first harvest for them. but the next is you.
so you must to scare this movement at this far middle earth. they are anger and immigrant they can cut even muslim childreen heads when screaming "ALLAHUEKBER" front of cameras and loading at youtube.
Allahu ekber is meaning gos is great. but when the god lost his mercy? yes still i m believing mercy god. still muslim. but i never trsut these diffrent muslims. they are not human. if you need to beleive sometnigs you need to be human first.
did you ever read about nostradamus? or vanga? or some islamic leaders from last centruies.. all of them said same thing. and its happening when the common sense people sleeping
"ahmet yildiz" was my friend from anadolu universty. he was a realy good person which i have met. he was care a little wounded animals at the streets. if he could live he would be an engineer he was smart.
but his father and brother killed him at the front of home.
nobody care him still police do notting. no judge no law. just he was gay. and i can tell a dozen stories which i know very well their lifes.
ok i stoped i talked much already by the way , trust me i m not pessimistic or paroniac person
hugs from hell
to all forum friends.
