If you look at the signs around us we can begin to believe god does not exist. I don't see how a higher being would allow some things currently happening to good people to happen. We see a lot of honest hard working people getting taken on a daily basis. We see innocent young kids getting horrific diseases and yet you see bad people getting away with scams and rip offs all the time with no ramifications. You can't tell me someone has to suffer through he'll on earth just to be saved
It's pretty depressing to think that if you get a virus and go blind, well just tough luck. It's just nature being ruthless.
If you feel that God, if he exists, is impersonal and uncaring given all the hardships some suffer... then what about nature. Is it really this beautiful, inspiring thing?
I think it is. You can't let the negatives block out all the positives and beauty in the world. There is no need to hate the concept of a (impersonal) creator God, any more or less than there is a need to hate the concept of nature.
I am wary of any form of worshipping. For example some worship technology. Why? It too has its dark side. Technology might also you to more efficiently destroy rain forests. It can allow nuclear power plants to warm peoples homes, but the dark side is nuclear weapons. Nothing is a panacea. There will never ever ever be a utopia, certainly not on this little earth. People need a little spirituality, in one form or another. Be spiritual, but don't worship? Possible?