What makes you sad today?

[Shelter]

Thank you Sniff - what would I do without you. May I come over and you will be my BF? - But honestly thanks for your words. I don't know if they will heal but they have been very good for the balance of my mind.

Well once more honestly: I can't tell you really how it came to this bad quarrel. One word from me one word from him - rather trivial - but nevertheless suddenly it was blowing up. The words were sharper and dash it all I can't stop and hold my mouth! Well you are saying bad words and if they are out of your mouth you cannot get them back. We have had quarrels before - who not? But never so bad as this time.

And what you have said about sex - Sniff you are totally right. I felt myself in this moment terrible cheap and like a slut when I stand there totally naked and he didn't see me. He don't have a look for me. I think that was the most horrible moment in my life with him. I was deeply ashamed. Well I have done it - it was nonsense and derogatory!
I will never do it again!!!!!!

And nonetheless I love him so very much and I have so many deep feelings for him. He knows it - but ........... We are soooooo long together and I don't want to loose him.

My family and I believe too his family don't know anything from this nightmare. And with my family I can't and I won't speak in the moment about this piece of stupidity! No one knows from this and I can't talk.

Yesterday evening I tried to apologize myself, but he only said to me he needs a little bit more time and I should be better quiet!

Well now I'm quiet and I'll wait for the weekend. I hope so much he will be ready to hear me. I'll try it - honestly, I must! It gets to somebody!

Please forgive me all that I have harassed you here with my small problems. But you really are the only one with which I can share it in the moment.

Well I hope for Saturday that it will be not such a bad day and I hope for Sunday that it could be again a day of love. And this is the moment I came again to the quote of my granpa DUM SPIRO SPERO = As long as I live, as long I hope! Thank you all and most of all you Sniff my dearest friend!

 

[Shelter]

I'm sad, really sad, very, very sad that GH again has bad problems and everything here again is so difficult. What happened and what will be done to end this new nightmare?

 

[dargelos]

It just looks like server maintainance, nothing that can't be fixed with time. Same as a domsetic argument, it will get better as long as you never give up. Patience will be rewarded.

 

[Cute Prince101]

Can't Post any new threads here, keeping getting that annoying "502 bad Gateway error" and "Database error" as well i want to post them before the download links get removed automatically by my file hosts :hug:

 

[haiducii]

Can't Post any new threads here, keeping getting that annoying "502 bad Gateway error" and "Database error" as well i want to post them before the download links get removed automatically by my file hosts :hug:

I'm sure that the tech guys are working to resolve this issue :waiting:

 

[coolfashion]

to find out that everthing I did was just in vain.

 

[Shelter]

to find out that everthing I did was just in vain.

Nothing you do will ever be "in vain"! Believe in yourself! You have such a "cool" nickname - so be cool! :heart::heart::heart::heart:

 

[bigsal]

to find out that everthing I did was just in vain.

I agree with Shelter. Having done something, or even the mere fact of having tried, is already positive.

 

[Cute Prince101]

What makes me sad, well it all started on Christmas Day that i got bitten really bad from Sandfiles that left me with red bubble spots and that were very itchy and annoyed the hell out of me, so i went to my local chemist to get this special cream that stops the itching etc! So after using that for a couple of days i felt it wasn't work as it continued to itch even after rubbing it gently with the cream, so i went to the doctors after New Years Day and they gave me another different brand cream that not only stops the itchiness, but also stops the swealing of the bites, but the cream had an affect on me that made my foot worse, it made it swollen like when you get too much fluid in the legs so i went back to the doctors the next day and they told me this has never happened to anyone before as many people use that cream for this purpose, so they told me to stop the cream if i want, which they did and then they checked my blood pressure and it was a bit high probally because it was very hot outside and they were worried so they got me to do a blood test and funny thing is that they could find my veins on my arms:rofl: so they gave me a glass of water and told me to crunch my hands like pumping so they could find it and they found it and put the needle in to get my blood/a urine test as well and after that they told me to come back in 2 to 3 days for the results and to drink lots of water which i always do, but 2 days after that i got a big bruise on my left arm and a little one on my right, i was worried and thinking should this of happened specially the big one cause it wasn't near were the needle went in, so i came back to them after a week cause i was very busy at that time and then told me that they found some

and they were very worried about that so wanted me to do another urine test but not a blood one and wait for another 2 to 3 days for the results (So i'll go and see them this Monday coming) and just a few days ago my left hand started tingling every time i lean it on my face and place it straight on a keyboard,holding something or table (but that never ever happened before) as i always do that, i'm thinking the person who did my blood test must of damaged my left hands nerve that caused that big black redish bruise on my arm which btw is now slow disappearing, but I'm still worried about my hand tingling:worried: but i'm going tell them about this on Monday to see what they say and let you all know how the result outcome turned out. :hug:

Btw, my legs still have those sandfile bites on them but they no longer itchy anymore and they are now slowly dissappearing which is good.

 

[Shelter]

What makes me sad, well it all started on Christmas Day that i got bitten really bad from Sandfiles that left me with red bubble spots and that were very itchy and annoyed the hell out of me, so i went to my local chemist to get this special cream that stops the itching etc! So after using that for a couple of days i felt it wasn't work as it continued to itch even after rubbing it gently with the cream, so i went to the doctors after New Years Day and they gave me another different brand cream that not only stops the itchiness, but also stops the swealing of the bites, but the cream had an affect on me that made my foot worse, it made it swollen like when you get too much fluid in the legs so i went back to the doctors the next day and they told me this has never happened to anyone before as many people use that cream for this purpose, so they told me to stop the cream if i want, which they did and then they checked my blood pressure and it was a bit high probally because it was very hot outside and they were worried so they got me to do a blood test and funny thing is that they could find my veins on my arms:rofl: so they gave me a glass of water and told me to crunch my hands like pumping so they could find it and they found it and put the needle in to get my blood/a urine test as well and after that they told me to come back in 2 to 3 days for the results and to drink lots of water which i always do, but 2 days after that i got a big bruise on my left arm and a little one on my right, i was worried and thinking should this of happened specially the big one cause it wasn't near were the needle went in, so i came back to them after a week cause i was very busy at that time and then told me that they found some hidden content may not be quoted and they were very worried about that so wanted me to do another urine test but not a blood one and wait for another 2 to 3 days for the results (So i'll go and see them this Monday coming) and just a few days ago my left hand started tingling every time i lean it on my face and place it straight on a keyboard,holding something or table (but that never ever happened before) as i always do that, i'm thinking the person who did my blood test must of damaged my left hands nerve that caused that big black redish bruise on my arm which btw is now slow disappearing, but I'm still worried about my hand tingling:worried: but i'm going tell them about this on Monday to see what they say and let you all know how the result outcome turned out. :hug:

Btw, my legs still have those sandfile bites on them but they no longer itchy anymore and they are now slowly dissappearing which is good.

Dear CutePrince that sounds really horrible and all I can do is to wish you from deep of the bottom of my heart all the very best for you and that you will get you full health again and that very soon. Much love to you! ppp

 

[Cute Prince101]

Hi Shelter

Aww thanks for your Kind comment & wishing me to get well soon, that's so nice and kind of you, Thank you again my friend :hug: & yes this whole situation with my health sure has been horrible indeed but i have some good news in regards to my other health problems i mentioned above.

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I went to see the doctors today to get my 2nd

test results and they come back with no problems at all, meaning no traces of blood were found, which makes me happy and nothing for me to worry about :hug: and also i asked them about the tingling feeling in my left hand as well and the doctor told me that it will take some time for the nerves to heal themselves cause of that bruise, so hopefully it will heal quickly and stop tingling, as its been annoying me.

So i want to say thank you to everyone who was thinking of me & wished me too get well, that's so nice and kind of you, Thank you Guys :big hug:

 

[Shelter]

Hi Cute Prince - it makes me happy to hear that it will be better with your health. So have confidence in your own body which will heal himself. I'll pray for you - perhaps it sounds curious for you, but believe me it will help. Don't laugh - it will! I've faith in it!
So be happy that everything will be good again in a short time. Much love from the other side of the world!

 

[peter123]

Helping others all day and caring for so,so much... I'm sooooooooooo tired.....

 

[Machor]

Pain in my shoulder! Two days in a row! Please go away!

 

[Shelter]

Nothing could be more horrible - I hope your shoulder will be soon well again. A big kiss onto your shoulder - better now? -

 

[Machor]

It's getting worse! I have pain in my shoulders, elbows, forearms and hip joint! Poor me, what will I do?! :worried:

 

[Shelter]

I think you should do a physiotherapy!

 

[haiducii]

It's getting worse! I have pain in my shoulders, elbows, forearms and hip joint! Poor me, what will I do?! :worried:

What did the doctor say? :thinking:

 

[OLMPKY]

Knowing that i cant do math for a test. ANd knowing that i cant get a job. I worry everyday.

 

[haiducii]

Knowing that i cant do math for a test.

Don't worry about math. It is like cooking. You don't need to know how to do it to live your life.